Crushing on the surfer (editing)

Chapter 7

After crying in Roberts arms I had finally ran out of tears , I finally looked up at him and apologized.

"I'm sorry." I tried to wipe all my tears

" It's fine sometimes people just need a hug." he shrugged.

I had smiled we both walked to our class early.

"Ugh I look dead." I complained as I looked in my mirror.

" You look fine now what happened I'm a good listener." he winked.

"Well..." I started off and I had told him everything he didn't say much till the end.

" I'm sorry to hear that he just sounds like he's confused he'll figure it out himself he just needs time alone." he said.

***A month later ***

Time... Me and Stacie haven't talked in almost a month some friend I still didn't know what happened. But then again I don't need her she was a bitch.

So much for being my best friend.

Today I woke up in a good mood because I made such a cute outfit I had and old dress I wore a white crop top knitted sweater with it tights and black combat boots. My mom dropped me off earlier than usual but I was fine with it.

I finally got to the benches to my class and sat I was only alone for five minutes and I saw Seth I wasn't sure if he was going to go near me I wasn't mad at him anymore plus I don't hold grudges. But him on the other hand I felt a little uncomfortable.

He came along toward me and smiled so I smiled back being the nice person I am and he came closer and sat right next to me.

" It's so cold you can see your breath" he smiled

I then tried and it was true I had laughed.

"So what's your grade in this class?" I asked

Small talk is ok right?

" It's a C+ I'm pretty sure how about you?" he asked me

" It's a B but I'm trying to get it to an A so it looks good for the college I'm applying for in Australia." I told him

" Really that's so cool!" he sounded so interested we haven't actually had a full on conversation for a while.

We talked a Little more before we copied off of each others papers even though he read his paper to me because honestly Seth had really bad hand writing.

I was happy that we had talked but it didn't change that I was still mad at him.

Eventually I was going to speak to him but not yet I'm waiting for the perfect time meanwhile my day was going pretty good. History, English, and math we had a sub so that was pretty cool.

I talked to Robert for a while and then he had to leave so it left me day dreaming.

I was going on a field trip on Thursday and Friday to monte ray bay aquarium which I was excited about and Seth was going so I could talk to him their.

I'm still not positive what I'll say to him but I have 5 days to think about it.

6th period was lonely Gaby and Chris weren't at school today and I was really bummed because I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO THEM about what had happened today.

As soon as I could think the bell rang and I was getting in my car I had a lot to think about today and this weekend.

My friends had been talking about this dance coming up I think it was called winter formal but I wasn't sure. Maybe I could ask Seth to it. But as I heard my self think that what made me think he would take me out to a dance we were nothing not even friends. Maybe acquaintances if I'm that lucky?

It was only a thought.

I'm a sad human being.

I really needed to talk to Seth.