Crushing on the surfer (editing)

Chater 15

I kept re reading all of the questions then all the answers I don't know why I did this to myself because all it did was make me cry and hurt me. I just set myself up for disappointment.

I guess you guys are wondering what happened.

We'll the questions were about who he loved.

Then another was asking if him and this mystery girl were official yet.

I thought of me all these questions I thought they were about me.

But I was wrong...
And stupid to even think that it could be about me.

He really had a girlfriend.

I asked him if he did as anonymous.

He said yes.

Now you see why I'm crying in bed right now.

Waiting for him to answer my texts.

It's been 2 hours now.

Nothing yet.

I couldn't stop shaking and crying I was such a wreck.

We were just talking about how cute of a couple we would be and how perfect we would be how annoying of a couple we would be how we were gonna get matching tattoos.

All these lies.

Yet I believed him.

Why can't anyone just love me.

They always leave.

He then updated his bio and it said ' taken by her'

I clicked on it and saw the girl.

It was his girlfriend.

That's when I totally broke down.

I don't know what I was going to do.

I lost my friend.

I couldn't control my crying.

I had school tomorrow.

I didn't wanna go I've never been this sad.

I realized that it was almost 10 and I really needed to go to bed.

That night was the night I cried myself to sleep.

All because of Sammy I believed everything he told me what we were going to be our dates we would plan all these plans for us.

They're all gone now. It didn't help my situation by listening to depressing music. But hey a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do. He said I would be his perfect girlfriend he wanted to marry me but those were all lies I trusted him and he broke it just along with my heart.

I had to deal with everyone at school tomorrow I didn't know how I was gonna do it.

I was just gonna fake a smile and talk to everyone act like nothing happened.

Just be myself so no one would question me even though inside I was dying slowly.

I didn't want Gaby and Chris to find out.

I didn't need to bother them with my problems they and their own.

It was almost 10:30 now I grabbed my bear and cried more and I didn't stop till I finally drifted off to sleep hugging my bear.

How do you fix a broken heart?

I don't think I'll be able to face him again.

Tomorrow is gonna be hell.