Crushing on the surfer (editing)

Chapter 22

Last night was nice I got to cuddle with Sammy and it made me happy even though I feel asleep only watching half of the movie.

Sammy didn't mind and he ended up sleeping on the couch with me.

I woke up to yelling and first instinct was to get up I hated yelling.

I rubbed my eyes and I forgot I was wearing mascara.

Crap. Probably should have washed my face didn't think I had much left on from all that crying yesterday.

My Vision finally came into focus and saw Sammy talking or as I was saying yelling through the phone in the kitchen.

I didn't want him to see me so I hid behind the wall.

I know it sounds childish but I listened to what he was saying.

Hey I was curious don't act like you guys don't do this!

" Kate listen to me.... stop freaking out she's my.. will you let me fucking talk!! I love her ok I love autumn I have for a while I don't wanna be with you you don't even treat me right so don't try to make me feel guilty you should feel guilty for being a bad girlfriend!"

He was really loud.

I waited to see if he was going to say anything but I was feeling sick so I ran to the bathroom and puked my guys out.

I hated throwing up it hurt and it stunk. No point in eating anything if I'll just puke it out.

I wanted to cry I wanted my mom to rub my back like she always did when I threw up.

I heard Sammy walk in and lift my hair up he was running small circles on my back which calmed me down.

After I was done I flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth.

" Are you ok sweetheart?" he asked

" I'm fine you kinda woke me up with you er uhm yelling." I said quietly.

" You heard." he looked down.

I confessed

" Yea I did you were really loud I'm sorry if I was the reason I could leave..."

And just like that he kissed me I enjoyed his kisses they were so nice and loving.

He picked me up and brought me into his room he laid me down and it all felt so familiar.

He started to take his shirt off before I told him

" Wait! Sammy remember." I pointed to my stomach

His face just got redder than a tomato it was actually really cute.

"I mean would it hurt." he shrugged.

I guess It wouldn't but why am I being so uptight I've been wanting this.

I just looked at him and smiled and I didn't have to say much because he already knew.

He pulled off his pants and shirt and he was just in his boxers but before he closed and made sure all the blinds were closed as he was doing this I took my shirt and shorts off and I got into his blankets and took my bra and undies off.

Don't judge I say undies.

I hid under the covers.

I hope I'm doing the right thing I thought.

This may be too soon but I got caught up in the moment.

He then came in running into the covers with me I looked at him and told him I loved him and I really did he was my perfect guy.