Crushing on the surfer (editing)

Chapter 41

I paused when I heard what he said

" Autumn we need to talk."

" About what leaving me and Jayden you not once mentioned this!"

" It wasn't something I thought about much but autumn I need to go to college I just can't stay here for the rest of my life." he calmly said

No this wasn't happening to me I can't loose the love of my life. He's leaving and he's going to forget us and then I'll have no one. He won't be here to wipe my tears, to tell me everything will be ok, no he won't tuck Jayden in bed with me, we won't cuddle, we won't go on little dates, or even have our movie nights.

" I never asked you to stay." I whispered

" Autumn I know your hurt but I was going to talk to you about this I swear I just wanted to have you in a good mood I'm sorry I love you and you know that I mean it but I want a better job and actually get to experience the college life."

I was quiet what was I supposed to do he's not going to stay so why should I stop him?

" Go ahead leave I'm not stopping you but I hope you can deal with breaking a little boys heart along with mine."

I got up as he tried stopping me

" Please wait autumn!"

" No I'm not going to wait while you explain this you wanna go to college you wanna see that life and your tired of being stuck with me and Jayden and our small family you weren't meant to have this and you know it you want to leave us and leave me most of all so I'm not stopping you I should have believed Seth when he told me you would do this." I snapped

I walked off and put my shoes and jacket on as I grabbed my keys.

" What did Seth say? I'm sorry I love you.."

I had shut the door I heard enough he can go I don't care I have Jayden who would never leave me. I had Jayden I missed my baby hell I needed him. I didn't even text Seth that I was coming I was too upset it was 11 but I figured he would still be awake. I drove on the familiar rode and stopped in his drive way. His parents weren't home. I took a deep breath and knocked on the front door.

* *Seth's POV**

After chasing mavericks was done we decided to watch out old surf videos Jayden surprisingly was still awake and was not grouchy. I hope he's not grouchy when he goes with autumn she's going to kill me for letting a almost one year old stay up late but the guys gave him a little candy so now he's all hyped up.

Hopefully he will sleep in for me. As we were watching I heard a knock at the door I automatically thought it was my parents.

" Come in!"

As I saw the doorknob turn I saw it wasn't my parents it was autumn and she didn't look too happy maybe because I haven't texted her about Jayden.

" AUTUMN" Jake and Danny yelled and gave her a hug.

" Hey guys what's up?"

" Just watching some surf videos relaxing and eating pizza. your favorite" Danny stuck his tongue out.

She has just giggled I adored her giggle it was so cute and innocent.

Jayden finally noticed autumn. He kept squirming in my arm.

" Mama!!!!"

As soon as autumn heard him she ran to me and picked Jayden up.

" Hi sweetie having fun with daddy and uncle Danny and uncle jake?"