Crushing on the surfer (editing)

Chapter 30

Today is the day I get to bring my little jay home!!

They taught me how to change a diaper how to feed him all that junk but I already knew how to do all that stuff so I wasn't really worried. Thanks to babysitting my sister.

I grabbed all my balloons and flowers well Clara did. I really liked her she was about 20 and she gave me her number we came to be really good friends.

I put Jayden in his little stroller that Seth's mom Darcy gave us.

I walk down to see Sammy and Seth waiting for me I go and hug Seth and then give Sammy a kiss. I wasn't as tired today and I was in the best mood.

Seth buckled in Jayden in his car seat we waved bye to Clara as I thanked her and we were on our way home.

Seth sat in the back with Jayden and I sat in the passenger side.

We finally got home the guys brought all our stuff in as I carried jayden.

I took him out as soon as I sat down just to hold him I wasn't used to this but yet I loved it being able to finally hold him to finally see my beautiful baby. He was just so tiny I couldn't believe it.

He meant the world to me.

" Can.. can I hold him?"

I looked up to see Sammy.

" Of course babe sit next to me."

He walked over and sat on the couch I slowly gave him Jayden and he was in awe he didn't get to hold him in the hospital.

Seth was sitting near our table.

He just smiled.

I knew he was really happy to think we made this perfect little boy.

Sammy then gave me Jayden back I went to go change him and then to put on his little pajamas.

I had him on his changing table and he opened his eyes and I couldn't help but get teary.

" Hi my love." I cooed

I picked him up and went back to the living room.

He didn't fuss that much and wasn't a big cryer he only cried when he's hungry.

Which right now he is so Seth went to make a bottle for him. Im going to start to breast feed and it will be cheaper than formula!

I just don't feel exactly comfortable doing it in front of the guys.

Seth finally gave me his bottle I checked to make sure it wasn't too hot for him luckily it was just perfect.

I gave him to Seth just so he knows what to do.

I moved over so he could sit next to me too. I decided to turn on the tv figuring out what I was going to watch.

I scrolled till I found the little mermaid I love this movie!

Sammy and Seth just looked at me and laughed.

" Don't judge me!" I tried saying quietly. She was one of my favorite princesses she was also a mermaid how cool was that even though she did get like married at 16 but whatever.

After Seth finished feeding Jayden I grabbed him and burped him luckily he didn't throw up on me I looked at the time it was almost 4 I decided to put him in his crib since he looked tired.

I gently put him down and sang him a little lullaby I put his little blue blankets on him and gave him his binkie.

I kissed him softly and whispered