"Zac, may problema ba? Mukha kang tanga dyan. Titingin-tingin ka sakin tapos kapag ako naman ang titingin sayo, mag-iiwas ka. Dukutin ko kaya 'yang mga mata mo?" kanina ko pa kasi napapansin yung pagsulyap-sulyap nya.
"Don't mind me. Wala ka bang lakad ngayon 'bal?"
"Saturday ngayon, wala naman. Baka mamayang gabi sa bar lang ako. Why?"
"Dito ka na lang kaya? I mean ako na lang ang pupunta sa Crowd and Crown. Magpahinga ka naman."
"Grabe ka sakin. Halos wala nga akong gawin as secretary ni Train tapos pati pagbisita ko sa C and C. Sana sinabi mo na lang na magpalit na tayo ng katayuan sa buhay no?" medyo gusto ko pang matawa sa ganong eksena. Hello?! Maloloka ako kung sakali man! Masyado kasing busy si Zac.
"Just stay here for today, much better if until tomorrow. Or maybe, go with Berlin. Di'ba mag-vacation sya sa Singapore for three weeks? Go with her. Sagot ko na lahat!"
"Galante mo kambal!" okay, so nakakaramdam na ako. Parang may mali. "May problema ba? Bakit ganyan ka na lang kung ipagtulakan ako?" Minsan ng naging ganto sakin si Zac, kapag alam nyang masasaktan ako. "You're hiding something dear brader, and I'm telling you now, if you won't tell me, I'm gonna kick your butt out of my house and I'm gonna find out what you're trying to hide from me."
"I'm just trying to protect you, okay? Don't english me, I'm panic!"
"Hindi ka nakakatuwa Zac at lalong hindi ka nakakatawa. Hindi mo ko malilibang sa ganyan." kinuha ko yung bag ko at akmang lalakad na, pinigilan nya ako. "What now?"
"Padalos-dalos ka sa mga kilos mo Hannah. Just stay here, please."
"Zac, ilang ulit ko bang ipapaalala sayo? Hindi na ako bata. Magkaedad lang tayo, hello?! Whatever it is say it, straight to my face." Seryosong sabi ko sa kanya.
"Claire is with Train."
What the hell!
"Ohh, good for them." I said sarcastically. "And then?"
"They're planning to get married."
"And?"
"How about you? What are your plans now?"
"Wala. Kailangan ko bang magplano ngayon Zac?" Hindi ko namalayan na napaupo na lang ako sa sahig. "Wala naman na akong kailangan gawin di ba? Anong laban ko dun? Anong laban ko sa nakaraan nya?"
"But what about these Hannah Claire?"
Lalong gumuho ang mundo ko sa mga Pregnancy Test Kit na nilabas ni Zac.
"Positive Hannah and you can't deny it, positive din na si Train ang ama. Now you tell me, what are your plans? Wag mong hintaying manghimasok ako sa buhay mo."
"Plans huh? Wala, pakibenta ang properties ko sa Tagaytay. Then, ikaw ang bahala sa C and C." walang buhay na sabi ko kay Zac.
Naalala kong bigla na aalis nga pala dapat ako ngayon para punta si Train sa condo nya. Para sana ipaalam sa kanya na magkaka-baby na kami.
"You're leaving?" he asked, disbelief written all over his face.
"Ano pa bang gagawin ko sa lugar na to Zac?! Hindi mo ba nakikita?! Hindi mo ba nararamdaman?! Niloko ako! Niloko ako ni Train..." naramdaman ko ang marahang pagyakap sa akin ng kambal ko.
"I'm here Hannah. I'm here. You know I'll support you all the way, I will always be here for you. Stop crying please."
"I love him so much, I gave him everything . I even gave up my career just to be with him, just to make him fall for me and the thing is I fell for him harder each day that passed." umiiyak na sabi ko. "Hindi ba ko maganda? Am I not enough to make him happy? Maybe he loves Claire more than I know. Hindi ko na alam Zac, mababaliw na ata ako."
"Hannah listen to me." he caress my face making me face him. "You're Hannah Claire, I know you're strong. Don't let them forget who you are. Don't let your insecurities kill you, you're always telling me that don't you ever let your guard down, and I am gonna tell you this now, do not ever let your guard down. Show them who you are, show them what you've got." hearing those words made me cry even more. "You're Hannah Claire, you don't do payback time but I know that you're going to make them realize your worth. Still remember that 'bal? You told us before that you're going to prove yourself, and you did. You'll find your way 'bal. I know you'll get through this."
"But how?"
"We're going home Hannah. We'll keep you safe and sound."
