Nyctophilia

Chapter 16

Awkward Silence.Hindi ko alam kung anong irereact ko,dapat ba'kong bumaba ng sasakyan at iwan sya o dapat ba'kong magsalita?Ano naman ang sasabihin ko?

"Say something,Cyndrelle."

What do you want me to say,Zyn?Na thank you for the like?I never thought na magkakaroon ng ganitong awkward moment ako with Zyn.

"Cyndrelle."

Stop calling my name,Zyn.Yung nararamdaman ko,it's clear to me now.Hindi sya sakit,maybe I'm just stupid because I'm denying what I'm feeling for him.Pero may feelings nga ba?

"Cyndrelle,I'm getting scares by your expression."

Zyn Wilson is scared?Totoo? I know I have to say something but I can't find the right words.

"Z-zyn,I..."

You what,Cyndy?Sabihin mo na!

"What?"

"I...d-don't know."

Ang bobo mo,Cyndy!Yun ba talaga yung gusto kong sabihin?Ang kaso,yun ang kusang lumabas sa bibig ko.

"What is it that you don't know?"

Lahat.Should I explain it to him?Yeah,I should.

"K-kasi Zyn,ano,h-hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong s-sabihin,maramdaman at ireact.You see,maraming nangyari sakin dati and you being serious to what you've said is,I'm sorry but for me its doubtfully.Yang nararamdaman mo,lilipas din yan and when that time comes at ako naman ay hulog na hulog na,you'll just leave me.Broken."

I look at him straight in the eyes.Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero nag-iinit ang sulok ng mga mata ko.Will I cry?Hindi pwede,hindi ako pwedeng umiyak sa harap nya.

"I understand,Cyndrelle.But that doesn't mean that I will let you go easily.You made me fall for you so you have to catch me.I don't care how long I will wait just let me stay beside you.You don't know how hard I've tried to fight this feeling towards you but I can't and now that I'm confessing this to you,I won't let any other man take you away from me."

And with that,my tears started falling.

Zyraine's POV

"MOMMY!!!"

Isang matinis na boses ang naririnig ko sa third floor ng bahay namin,I'm sure it's my princess.

"Mommy's here in the kitchen!"

I shouted back.Zyrin and Zyen wants to home study than to study in M.A.Hindi kagaya ng kuya nila na mas gusto mag-aral sa school.They're not anti-social but they are too picky sa mga taong pakikisamahan nila.

"Mom,si kuya Zyn!"

Umupo sya sa table stool at kumuha ng binebake kong cookies.

"What happened?"

"I don't know,he's kinda weird po nung umuwi sya kanina."

She noticed it too.Zyn is a cold person,nakuha nya samin ng daddy nya pero makikita mong masayahin sya kahit hindi sya nagpapakita ng emosyon.Pero kanina nung umuwi sya,his mind is blank,his soul is blank,but his heart,it's beating fast.

"Maybe he already had the guts,  baby."

I sit next to her and eat with her.Palagi kong ginagawa to kay Ririn,I always want her to share he thoughts with me,I want her to be open and let her know that she have mom who's willing to listen to her.I want them to know that I'm always there for them.

"But mom,kuya Zyn will never have the guts."

After she said that,Zyen enter the kitchen,kagigising lang.

"Mom,kuya won't let me sleep.His cold aura is a mess!"

Tumabi sya sakin at nakikain na rin.

"You felt it too,Kuya Yen?"

Yen nodded and yawn.

"Yeah,even him is a mess."

"Even me."

Napatingin kami kay Ririn dahil sa sinabi nya.Since when did she become a mess?

"What po?"

She asked innocently.My baby is still a baby.

"Since when,Ririn?"

Her kuya asked.Siguro ay tungkol nanaman ito kay Xavier.Bago pa man makapag salita si Ririn ay pumasok si Davi at Zyn sa kusina.Davi kissed me in my forehead as well as Ririn.Kagagaling lang nya sa company.

"How's work?"

He removed his coat and rested his chin on my shoulder dahil nasa likuran ko sya,nakatayo.

"Tiring but it all vanished.Anong meron?"

They tell what their stories to their dad when we all diverted the topic to Ririn.

"What are you saying awhile ago,baby?"

Bumuntong hininga sya kaya nagkatinginan kami.This should be really big,her brothers are getting worried.

"He sees me as a younger sister,he respect me because I'm a pureblood,he loves me because he treats me as a family.But mom,dad,kuyas,I see him more than a brother,I love him because he is him."

I'm right,its about Xavier again.

"Baby,is it about Xavier again?"

Davi asked and held Ririns hand.
Tumango si Ririn at yumuko,aww my baby.She's just 12 years old pero nararamdaman nya na yan.We can't blame her,she is so fascinated by our love story to the point that she wished a love story like us with a very young age.Maybe some parents out there will say that we shouldn't tolerate those,but I understand my daughter.

"Of course daddy.It's always him but I know naman po na hindi kami pwede.I already accepted it but its just so hard!"

Her eyes became red.Zyn stood up and wipe his sister's tears.

"I've seen an important girl crying awhile ago,I can't stand seeing my other princess cry."

He kissed Ririns forehead and hugged her.

"Ririn,crush palang naman yan.Bata ka pa and it's just an infatuation."

Sabi ni Zyen at hinagod ang likod ni Ririn.Such a sweet brothers they are.

"But a vampire only love once,kuya.Mommy loved tito Lance but its not love because she doesn't felt the connection like she had with daddy and I am sure that what I am feeling is not just a simple crush po.Pero alam ko pong bawal because of our ranks."

A pureblood should marry a pureblood and Xavier is an ordinary vampire.But for my daughter,who cares about the laws?

"If that's the case,I will break the law."

They all eyed me like I'm an alien.

"Wilsons,if they are bounded then they are!Anong magagawa ng law kung sila ang para sa isat-isa.But sweetie,let's wait for the right time okay?Maybe when you grow up and you still feel the same towards him,that's when we will make a move."

I smiled at them and hugged them.Zyn's hug to Ririn turns into a family hug.

"You're still lucky,baby.You fell in love with our kind,me?I fell to a human."

Zyn said.Aww,he seems so sad.Son,it doesn't seem what it looks like.

"What did we always say to you?"

Davi asked and we know what to do next,we all said

"If it's meant to be,it will be!"

(Meet the Wilson Family!)