Blue Eyes {Joey Graceffa Fanfic}

Here We Go Again

Joeys POV:

Today I am going to be released. Emily has been with me all week. We have not told anyone yet. We haven't even talked about it yet. She is taking me home so I think I'm going to ask her to lunch. I hope she doesn't reject me. She has been beside me all week. I really enjoy her company and I think she enjoys mine. I hope she sticks around I'm scared once im better she will leave me when I am better. I think she still feels bad. The doctor comes in.

Doctor: Your free to go Mr.Graceffa. Don't be afraid to call me

She winks and hands me her number. Emily was right their. I panicked. She looked sad. As well as jealous. I hope she knows my heart belongs to her. She needs to know that.  We walk out and get in the car. Here we go again.

Emilys POV:

The doctor hit on Joey? My Joey! I wanted to rip here hair out! I was mad and jealous as tears filled my eyes but I calmed down. He got dressed and we got in my car. We buckled up and Joey grabbed my hand. He looked me in my eyes and it seemed like he was reading my mind. Then he spoke..

Joeys POV:

Here we go again. I look in her eyes.

Joey: Emily, will you go to out with me?

Emily: Joey, No...

Seriously. I mean really two times. My eyes start to water I realse my grip and look away. She puts her hand on my shoulder and it sent shivers down my spine. Her touch sent off a million sparks.

Emily: Joey, I'm just kidding. Of course I will.

The worlds weight was now off my heart. I could breathe again a smile creeped on my face.

Joey: Not funny.

Then she grabbed my face and kissed me.

Emily: Lets go to lunch. Thats a great start

I smile and nodd.

Emily: Did you really think I would say no again? I told you I will never push you away again. To be honest when that doctor hit on you and gave you here number my heart dropped.

Joey: Oh that reminds me!

I take out the piece of paper with that witches number on it. I open the window tare the piece paper up and throw it out the window. She smiles and giggles as do I.

Emily: You know, you can get in trouble for that.

She said well giggling.

We arrived. I got out first and opened her door for her. She smiles and gets out. Her hair still reflecting off the sun. Her skin glowing. I can't kiss her in public. After all we are a secret.

Emily: So Joey, tell me about yourself.

Joey: Well I have been on youtube for about 6 years now and as you know I just hit 1 million subscribers.

Emily: Joey, I am going to jump the gun here. Why did you try to kill yourself?

The one question she has not asked me. We never got on the topic this week. We could we continue that? She grabs my hand and I look into her eyes.

Emily: You can trust me.

As I looked in her eyes. I saw something I have never seen in anyone else, honesty. I can trust her I know that she is very loyal and amazing but I don't want her to feel bad. How can I ever lie to her? I look away out of her eyes.

Joey: Just stressed thats all.

I lied. Did she know that?

Emily: Joey I know that is a lie.  You won't look me in the eye. You can trust me. I promise.

I look back into her eyes. So blue and pure like the sea.

Joey: Okay fine, I couldn't imagine my life without you. Emily, it was to hard. I truly thought you didn't like me.

Emily: Well I must  be a good actor then.

She says with a smile

Emily: So Joey are you happier now?

Joey: Yes, I am with you.

Wait? Did she say yes to me so I wouldn't go and hurt myself again? I have to ask. I can't get that out of my head.

Joey: Emily? Did you say yes to make me not hurt myself again? Do actually really like me?

She looked defended (get it?) and mad did I just ruin everything?

Emilys POV:

Did he really just say that? I'm mad but I can't lash out at him. I really need him to know that I really love him. I grab his hand and make him look in my eyes.

Emily: Joey, I love you with all my heart. It hurts to breathe whenever I'm around you it hurts beacuse I love you so much. You are incredible and I don't know why you are with me! I just don't get it. When Shane told me everything I wanted to run and scream and punch a freaking wall. I knew why you hurt yourself.  I couldn't ignore it. When I said no to you. I went home and threw a glass at the wall I was mad that I pushed you away(at this point their are tears in my eyes). When I saw you in the hospital, I almost threw a chair. A freaking chair Joey. It was all my fault I will never forgive myself I have loved you ever since you said hi to me. I sat in my room in New York and just thought about you and only you and I was planning a wedding with someone else do you know how bad that is? You haven't left my mind in months Joey. And you never will and I am making a freaking scene in the middle of a freaking restaurant. But it is all worth it. To make sure you know how much I love and need you. So yes, I actually love you and I actually want to be here with you.

I just poured my feelings out at him. Bottled up for days weeks and some even months they all spilled out at once he looked shocked. Great now he thinks I'm crazy.  He pays and takes my hand we get in the car and he grabs my keys and drives us to where the set of the douche bag music video was. He takes me to this one specific spot a wonderful spot in this large plot of land.

Joey: This is where I met you for the first time. Where I found out what love really is. Where I also got my heart broken. Where I saw that stupid ring on your hand and that ring was not given to you by me. Your eyes would not leave my head. I smiled for the camera. I had to hide the amount of pain I was in from that night. This is where I found the person I always want to be around. Emily I really like you. Will you be my girlfriend?

Emily: Yes, I can't imagne myself any where else.

I smile and kiss him the world stops. So much to think about but right now I'm focuseed on his lips on mine. 

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Authors Note:

Very simple but sweet chapter today! I hope you guys are liking the book! Do you think anyone will find out about them? Will their be cheating? Will friendships be broken? Stay tunned to find out. Don't forget to vote, comment and follow.

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