Awake

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Joeys POV:

I wake up in a chair. I am sweating tears run down my face. What happened? Where am I? Where is Emily? I look around and I am still in the waiting room of the hosptial. I panic. Am I re-living the worst moment of my life? Was it all a dream? A doctor comes out. He is different from the one I saw before. That is a good sign.

Doctor: Are you Joey Graceffa?

Joey: Yes, I am how are they?

Doctor: They are both fine. They will recover fairly quickly. That fiance of yours is a real life saver. Keep her around.

Joey: Oh thank god!

Doctor: Mr. Graceffa are you alright? 

Joey: Ya, its just I had a nightmare. This all went terribly wrong but she is ok. Right?

Doctor: Yes, she is just fine. Those nightmares are common when stressed. Rest assure she is fine. You can come see her if you would like. 

Joey: Yes! That would be wonderful!

Doctor: Alright, follow me. 

He takes me into a room and Emily is asleep. I can't help but smile. She is alive and whatever problem we will get over. I sit in the chair right next to her bed. I grab her hand. She ishere that sall that matters.

Emilys POV:

As I wake up I feel a hand on mine. I look at my hand and see Joey.

Joey: Hey, how are you feeling?

Emily: Why are you here?

Joey: How could I leave?

Emily: Joey I can't keep playing this game.

Joey: What game?

Emily: The game where we fight, we both have broken hearts and then we make up. Then history repeats itself. I can't keep doing that.

Joey: My feelings for you are know game. This isn't a game. I was stupid. You were just thinking with your big heart. Please forgive me.

Emily: Joey you tried to stop me from doing this! I need sometime to think.

Joey: Emily when will it end!

Emily: When will what end?

Joey: Me always having to wait for you! I asked you out you rejected me! you forgot about me but I waited for you to come back. I had to wait for to tell me about your past. I had to wait to find out if you were okay from this surgery. If you really love me it shouldn't be a hard decison. If you believe in use, our future I shouldn't have to wait. So it is a yes or a no. Do you want to drop this and move on with our happy lives? Or do you want to just pretend all of this us never happened. 

She looked at me with a blank expression.

Emily: I'm sorry! I am sorry that we are at the hospital every other week. I am sorry I dragged my back story into your life. I am sorry I almost killed you. I am not the only one at fault here! Jessica wanted you and she shot me? She tried to kill me twice! I don't want to forget about us. I am sorry I make you wait but I am so broken at this point Joey. I don't know what to do. I can't make up my mind. For the longest time other people did that for me. I am lost in my life. What to do next? I don't know! The only thing I have ever been certain about is marrying you. You are the one thing I didn't make a mistake on. So I want to drop it. I also want you to kiss me. Because it has been a long god damn day and you are the only one I can stand to be around!

I pull him in a kiss him. I lean my forehead against his.

Emily: I love you and I will not stop.

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