Poems of Lilaurcas

I couldn't

I couldn't eat, couldn't write
Couldn't find someone to mend my heart
Couldn't speak, couldn't see
That he already left me

Could not breathe, couldn't talk
I had lost my strength to walk
I had lived just to be with you
Cause with you paint my dull life with hue

You promised you'll stay by my side
Make funny faces when I'm sad
Kiss my head when its aching bad
You always made me glad

But you broke your promises
Broke my heart into pieces
You left me, yes you did
You didn't heard when I plead

I saw you yesterday and its hurt me
Seeing you sleeping peacefully
You'll sleep forever my dear
Oh, how miserable my life will be without you here

Tears fell down as I recall our memories together
Memories that I'll treasure forever
You left me without prior notice
You left without asking for a goodbye kiss

Now tell me how can I endure the pain
How can I still live the same way again
If I'm used to live this life with you
Should I end up my life too?

Taking white tablets from pockets
Making sure no one knows about it
I let out a bitter smile
My dear, see you in a while