Written in the Paper

CXIX.

Days like these where I can't get you out of my head are one of those as I call it, bittersweet days.

Where you cross my mind more often than usual. Whether it be something that reminded me of you or a memory of us together that happened recently that appeared in my mind.

It brings a smile to face every damn time, but a split second afterward, I frown.

I frown because the memory is over. I can't go back to it no matter how much I want to. I can only hope that it happens again.

Slowly, but surely my feelings for you get stronger, and the hope I have that you'll reciprocate those feelings is very thin. There are a lot of obstacles in the way.

I'm taking it day by day. Today is just one of those bittersweet days.