Family is Everything (Lay Of Exo)

Body Appreciation

Listening to Yixing actually say why he likes me made me feel a way I've never felt before.
"Is this what love feels like? No. Ara. Get a grip. You've been dating him for 5 minutes. You aren't an angsty teenager who fell for a guy who rides a motorcycle to get back at your parent who just don't understand. You are a grown woman with a child who's wellbeing is more important than yours. How would CJ feel about you randomly getting married to an idol?" I had an internal monologue at a very inconvenient time.
Yixing yawned loudly. "It's been a long day...can I get a blanket and pillow?" He asked, releasing me from our hug and stretching out his arms. "You wanna sleep on the couch? Are you sure?" I was a little shocked he didn't just go and curl up in my bed. He's been so flirty today. I was expecting it to continue.
"I didn't wanna over step my boundaries by assuming it was okay to sleep in bed with you." Yixing smiled down at me sweetly. His smile made me melt. "I don't mind you sleeping with me. Come on." I smiled, grabbing his hand and guiding him to my bedroom. "Get comfy...I'm gonna go tell CJ goodnight." I left my room and walked into CJ's.
"Goodnight Kiddo." "How's it feel to not be a single Pringle?" CJ smirked at me. "Kid...hush..." I rolled my eyes at my kid while hugging him goodnight. "Thank you for today Mom." CJ said hugging me tightly. "You're welcome CJ. Sweet dreams." I kissed my son and walked back into my room.
What I saw as soon as I opened my door, I was slain.
I walked in on Yixing peeling off his shirt, his shoulder and back muscles bulging. "Mother of God." I mumbled. His muscles were so well defined. I couldn't handle it.
He turned around to face me, revealing his perfect abs. "Enjoying the view?" He laughed lightly, walking towards me. I took in a sharp breath, averting my eyes from his perfect body. "Why so shy all of the sudden?" Yixing laughed, hugging me tightly. I couldn't breathe. "I never realised how nice your body actually was." I admitted quietly. "Awe." Yixing kissed my forehead and laid down in my bed. I walked to my dresser and grabbed a T-shirt and some shorts. I turned off my bedroom light and changed into my pajamas. I hesitantly crawled into my own bed and turned on my side to face Yixing who was resting on his side. He yawned loudly and brought his arm over to my shoulder, pulling me closer. "I love you. Goodnight." He said closing his eyes, leaving me to wonder if I heard him correctly.

I actually updated when I said I would. Holy Cow. I must admit.. I'm getting better.
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Exo might be disbanding and I'm honestly so upset. Like...I've been an Exo-L since their debut...I jam to Wolf on the daily. I love each and every one of them. I always have. They've always been #1 in my book. I still support Kris, Luhan and Tao. Ill be lost without Exo. They give me so much life. Ugh. Why is life so unfair?😥😥😥