The One You Wanna See

What did you do? When you were mine!

Micki placed his hand under my chin; then he moved in brushing his lips over mine, his cruel kisses taking over my will to resist him. I let the plate of barely devoured crepes slip down to the floor.

I couldn't believe this is happening again when all I wanted was a friend to lean on! For crying out loud! We are at Prince's home. I have to stop this; I have to put an end to this!

I am having a hard time, saying no to his touch, because he is so persistent.

"I shouldn't be doing this," I whispered."It is not right."

"Shh, sweetie, it is okay, I want you," Micki replied, placing soft kisses on my neckline. It did not feel right; it felt wrong, but somewhere in my mind I rationalized what I was doing. I rationalized I needed this.

"No, please," I let out a quiet whisper as Micki continued to nibble on my earlobes, his hands slowly tracing the curves of my hips and thighs. I must be naive my mouth is saying no, this will not end well. But my body is saying might. Could it be the hormones in me? What is going on here? One this is for sure Micki did not have Prince's patience that is for sure. When he kissed me, I imagined Prince just kissed me.

"Why? You are attracted to me as much as I am to you. Come on babe".

I wanted to yell, do you understand? I am pregnant with your friend's kid. He is in the hospital this is crazy! Now I am all for going crazy just not this way.

"You know I am pregnant, right?" I say breathlessly, caught between enjoying the pleasure of his hands to facing the reality that this is not normal.

"Yes," he mutters, positioning himself between my  thighs, ensuring I felt him pressed on my core. "I find you so sexy, he does not deserve you; I wish I could do it to you all the time. I wish the baby were mine. You are all I need." He murmured, his lips nuzzling on my neckline, his hands moving along the contours of my body.

"But you are Prince's friend; I cannot..."

"Yes but unlike him, I want only you, you are not one of many in my eyes. You are my Nizoni, it means you are beautiful in Navarro, I will be gentle with you." He said finally breaking down my defenses. I am ready to submit to him. I close my eyes knowing I was going to go straight to hell for this, but I did not care. I felt like I had the comfort I needed during this trying time. But then this feeling had to be one of mutual attraction and one that could lead to mutual destruction. But at that moment. I lost all reasoning.

Just then, I heard the lock on the door turn; I scrambled to get Micki off. Damn who else had the key to the home? I pull down my dress and Micki struggled to get seated on the couch, trying to hide his bulge with a sofa pillow.

It was Andre! Oh man, now I am truly screwed.

"Hey, Athena." He said, walking in and stopping dead in his tracks as he noticed Micki seated next to me. He had a bag of groceries in his hands. He gives Micki a look like what in the hell are you doing? Tension filled the room; you could use a knife to cut through it.

"Hey, man," Micki said, trying to fix his pants underneath the pillow.

Andre stays silent for a moment; then he replied: "What are you doing here?"

"Well I gave Athena a ride home, oh come on brother you know how it is."

"No why don't you tell me how it is Micki, Athena? "

I rose to my feet bowed my head in shame and walked past Andre towards the bedroom leaving Micki to face Andre himself. I fall into my bed sobbing. I am sure Prince is going to hear about this and that will be it for real! Oh, what have I done? You did not do anything, "Athena." I say to myself. You did not do anything.