32. Silence

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AS soon as I got back to my place with Brad, I felt like I'm missing something here. It was an unknown feeling where you feel that something, or more like someone should be around here. It felt like the place was empty. Really empty.

Jessica...

Yeah. I miss her damn much.

"You alright, baby?" I heard Brad asked as I crashed myself to the bed, lying on my stomach.

I hummed through the pillows. Seconds after I breathed heavily, I stood up and took my phone from my handbag. I messaged her.

'Hey, heard nothing from you. I miss you bess.'

After the text was sent, I put my phone in my jeans pocket. I sensed Brad staring at me before I started walking toward the bathroom. He followed me.

"Is there something wrong?" He asked worriedly. He walked up until he reached me.

"Nothing." I said, almost only to myself as I shook my head. "I just miss Jessica."

Right on cue, my phone buzzing from my pocket and I took it immediately. Hoping that it was Jessica.

And it is her.

My face suddenly lit up.

"Hello?" I said through the phone. I looked at Brad, who's smiling too.

"Heyyy!" She cheered. "I missed youuu."

"Aww, me too. How have you been?" I asked her.

"Great, bessie. We'll release the official trailer tomorrow, you've gotta see it!" She shrieked.

"Ow, my ear!" I laughed. "Of course, I will."

"How about you?" She asked too.

"I'm great. Media's talking about me and Brad, lately." I chuckled.

"I heard so. Does it affect your relationship?" She asked again.

"Of course not, we're strong." I smiled, as Brad took my other hand.

"Figured as much. Know what? I'm having a great news coming by tomorrow. Let's Skype tomorrow with the boys, say 5 pm?" She asked.

"Sure. I'll go tell them." I said.

"Thanks." I can sense her smile, even without myself seeing her in person. "I'll just grab dinner with my co-stars, see ya. I love you."

"I love you too. Take care." I said through the phone and hung up after a few seconds.

I looked at Brad, who's still holding my hand.

"It's funny, I don't know how to feel when you say 'I love you' to someone else." He chuckled at the last word of his sentence.

"Jessie's no 'someone else'." I rolled my eyes at him and stuck my tongue out. He laughed. We broke down into silence and he shifted his eyes across the room, where my guitar us placed neatly.

"I know what to do now." He said and pulled my hand. He took my guitar, and we went downstairs.

"What's your family chords?" He asked me while holding on to my guitar.

"D Am E G." I answered. "Why?"

"Let's try to make a song together." He shrugged before he strummed the guitar.

I don't know how much time we spent on it, but we came up with a verse, pre-chorus, and of course, a chorus. It's already 7:30 and I feel really tired.

Then I remembered something. I'm going to share Hey Now's acoustic version I did last week on the studio to the fans. It was saved in my laptop, so I upload it straightly on YouTube.

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