ONE SUMMER [A Before You Exit Fanfiction] | ✓

Chapter 29

Chapter 29:

Sam's POV

"Connor, please tell me. What's the problem?" I choked on my own words. I didn't know what to do. I felt the tears that were forming earlier, starting to stream down.

"You're the problem, Sam!" he snapped at me. I was taken aback by his sudden outburst.

"What did I do wrong, Con?" I asked having no clue as to why I was the problem.

"I thought when we are finally together; you'd give your all attention to me every time I talk to you. But I guess I was wrong." He explained. "Your attention is still divided."

"What do you mean divided?" I asked getting more and more clueless.

"I asked you a question earlier about the plan but you didn't hear it because you were too focused at looking at that Liam guy. You were busying looking for him than hear what your boyfriend had to ask you." He said, his voice rising.

"THAT'S BULLSHIT, Connor!" I commented. "I did hear your question but I was didn't know it was directed to me."

"Like what James said, you are the team leader. That question was meant to be answered by you." He snapped back at me.

"Sorry... and I wasn't able to process the question because..."

"Because you were too focused at looking at Mr. Liam Payne of One Direction." He finished my sentence. But he got it all wrong.

"Excuse me?!" I exclaimed. "I wasn't looking at him that way." I defended myself. Because I wasn't! Swear to God.

"If not him, maybe you're looking at Louis." He said.

"I wasn't." I uttered. "I wasn't looking at Louis or even Liam or any of the One Direction boys. For the record I was looking at the campers, okay?"

"Trying to spot some good bait!" he commented.

"What the hell, Connor?!" I said as I dramatically stood up. I can't believe what he just said. "Why would you say that?"

"It seems like it." he responds, not caring on how I would possibly react on what he just said.

"Connor, where on earth did you get that idea?" I asked as a single tear roll down my cheek. You know why? I'm badly hurt. I'm hurt because of those words that came out of his mouth. He belittles me. What kind of human being is he, thinking that I would such?

Before he was really caring and was so concern of me. Now he's the exact opposite. What got into him? And why would he be thinking about it? He knows I wouldn't do that thing especially that I have a boyfriend that I truly love.

I guess, he doesn't trust me that much.

I look at him waiting for his answer but he was silent.

"Connor, let's just end this." I said, even if it hurts so badly. It's all I could do especially that he doesn't trust me. A relationship is never good without trust. "If you don't trust me, let's just end this. I think, we're better off this way." I said as I turned around and walked away from him.

As I continue to walk away, more tears fell. It seems like the tears was a waterfall. It was never ending and its water is streaming down so fast that I can no longer control myself from crying.

Connor and I are over. We've only been together for two weeks or so, but it's seems like longer. Looks like, it ended early. Guess what? I really hurt. So this is what girls feel when they lose the one they truly love. Now I'm feeling it for the first time. And I could say that it hurts like crap! Or I'm just being dramatic. 2 weeks that's too short for you to know that you truly love him but those 2 weeks for me, I knew I truly love him. I truly love him even before we got together. My life sucks like hell. I don't wanna live any longer. I wanna be out of this world. There is too much pain that I can't seem to handle and, I guess, I'd never get used to that pain. Pain after pain it gets worst.