His Wife (Slow Update )

Chapter 10

Gomenasai for late update. I just dunno what to update. T-T author chan is really sorry.

Well enjoy reading minna~!

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Juvia POV

"Lyon what took you so lo..." I stopped talking when I saw him. My eyes widen I don't know what to do. What is he doing here?

"Juvia" he called me.Oh how I miss that voice so much. He run to me and hugged me tightly. I didn't move.

"Juvia I miss you so much" he mumbled and he tighten his hug more. I miss his scent, his voice, I miss him. I want to hugged him back but I'm scared I might get hurt again... If I hug back I might feel the suffer and pain I felt when I was with him. I was shocked when I heard a sob coming from him. He's crying.

"Gray..." this time I let my tears fall into my eyes. I'm still scared to him. What if he was just acting? What if he was just doing this to get me back to him so that he can hurt me?

"H-hey whats wrong? D-did I hurt you again?" I shook my head. He wipe my tears with his thumb.

"I'm sorry Juvia I'm so sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry because I didn't believe you that time I fucking regret it every single day. Forgive me wife for hurting you so much I promise I'll make it up to you so please come back to me wife I need you" he begged. I slowly shook my head tears streaming down on my eyes.

"I... I can't Gray" I mumbled. I saw pain in his eyes."I need space Gray, We need space. I'm in a pain...so much pain right now" I mumbled, I looked down I don't want to see his sad eyes.

"But Juvia it's been a month! Is that not enough?" He said.

"That's not enough to fix myself. You live a big hole in my heart" I said I tried to stop my tears from falling but I failed.

"I can fix you Juvia--"

"No you can't Gray" I small smile. "Give me time Gray to fix myself, I'm so broken right now"

"I can fix you Juvia I can" he said then hug me "Please I just can't let you go" he mumbled. I pushed him away.

"Dont you see Gray... I can't be with you we can't be together. How can our relationship be fix if I'm still scared of you"

"But didn't I promise that I will never hurt you again?"

"But I'm still scared of you, you make me fear you. When I looked into your eyes all I feel was pain and fear in my heart...."

"Juvia please" he begged, he hold my hand tightly. I shook my head and remove my hand on his.

"Let me go Gray so I can fix myself. Let me remove the fear and hatred in my heart"

I saw him turn away his gaze while clinching his fist. He sighed.

"If... If this is what you want I'll give you space even if I don't want to but please for the last time...let me hug you" he hugged me tightly I can feel in his hug that he don't want me to let go. I squezzed my eyes shut to stop the tears from falling. He slowly broke the hug, he kissed my forehead before he walked away.

I watched him walk away. I covered my face with my hand and burst out into tears. Am I wrong? Am I wrong to let him go? I'm just scared of getting hurt again, the past kept chasing me and hunting me I'm still scared of him. I felt a hand on my shoulder.