His Wife (Slow Update )

chapter 15

Juvia POV

Pain and hatred is all I feel right now.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't even have a money or a place to go with. All I have was my clothes. I sat at the bench of the park and cried like theres no tomorrow. I'm so broken right now, both my heart and my pocket. I keep on asking myself what did I do wrong? Did I deserve this? All I did was to love and love.. is that a sin now?

I heard a footsteps coming towards me. I wiped my tears as I faced the man who is standing near me and my eyes widen, more tears flow down on my cheeks.

"Juvia..."

I wiped my tears and faced him with a sad smile.

"Master..." He sat beside me and sighed. He pat me in the head.

"He did it again. Did he?" There's a silent between us. All that I can hear was my sob. I wiped my tears as I face him.

"Master I know that this is too much but... Can you lend me some money? I promise I'll pay for it someday" I said.

"What are you planning to do Juvia?" He asked. I sighed a deep sigh before speaking.

"I want to get away from Gray, I want to get away from everything. I want to live a peaceful life"

Again silents covered us. I heard him sighed again before speaking.

"So you're planning to leave Magnolia?"

"Y-yes"

"I see, then if that's your decision I'm going to support you even thou I don't want you to leave. I will lend you some money but I wish someday you won't regret this decision"

Gray POV

I felt like my soul drop into my feet when I saw her packing her things.

"What are you doing?" I asked her with a shaky voice. No! She's leaving me again. I don't want her to leave me. I don't want to feel that loneliness again! I quickly move towards her and angrily remove her clothes from her luggage.

"Stop...Stop it Gray! I'm going to leave!" I throw his luggage in frustration.

"Gaddamit! You're not going anywhere! You're not going to leave me again!" I accidentally shout. She looked at me, I can see hurt in her eyes.

"This is what you ever wanted in the first place right?! You wanted me to leave you!"She sobbed. I felt a pung on my chest.

" I endured everything Gray... I endured every pain you caused me because I love you. You said you're going to change but what is this again?"

"Please Juvia..." I begged and hugged her tightly asking her to just stay with me. N-no I can't lose her. I don't want to lose her again!

Don't you see Gray you're going to be a father soon!..." Her voice cracked and she look into me with a pain in her eyes "Youre going to have a family soon. That child deserves a father...G-Go back to Ultear, she needs you they need you"

N-No I only want to have a family with her! Can't she see that?! But she's going to leave me! I can fulfill being a father with that child without her leaving me. I just can't lose her... Not again.

"Do you not love me anymore?" that sentence just came out of my mind.

"I love you Gray...god knows how much I love you. Loving you is the best thing that happens into my life but I'm too tired of loving you i have to let you go for the sake of your family"

I did not say anything. This was all my fault in the first place. If only I believe her, if only I think first, if only I didn't let my angers control me she's still by my side. If only...