Gray POV
I enter our guild and search for Juvia but then I can't find her. I'm starting to lose hope. A tears starting to fall down on my cheek I punch the table so hard that it break.
"O-oi Gray! Don't just barch in the guild and wreck some things!" Macao said.
"I heard a distracting noise. What is happening here" Erza said but then when she saw me. She have a worried look.
"Gray what happened? Why are you crying" erza said worriedly. I clinch my fist. "She's...she's gone" my voice cracked"She's gone Erza she's fucking gone! I don't know what will happen to my life without her! I need her but damn I made her do this! I made her leave! Its all my fault" I cried as the tears started to fall again into my cheeks. My heart felt so heavy.
"O-Oi what is happening here and what are you doing here bastard?!" I heard a guy said. Its Gajeel I quickly turn to him.
"Gajeel please tell me I know you know where Juvia is"
"What do you mean where she is?!" His eyes widened" don't tell me she's missing?!!" I looked down as I clinch my fist I don't know what to say. He grabbed my neckline and raised his fist. He's going to punch me. I did not move I deserve that punch I deserve all the pain I feel now.
"If only you were contented..." He hold a dark glare "If only you believe her she wouldn't leave you. You broke her. You turned her into that broken, stubborn mess just because of a sin that was not made by her"
"I...didn't mean it" I murmured almost whispering.
"No you mean it. If you don't mean it then why did you hurt her? Why did you broke her heart?! What just because your blinded by anger, by lies. For Pete's sake! She is your obligation Gray, your obligation is to make her happy, to love her cause he is your wife! You deserve it. You deserve the pain that you're feeling now. That's your karma" Then he let go of my neckline. He's right I deserve all of this. This is my karma.
"If anything bad happens to her I'll kill you Gray..." He looked at me sharply "I mean it" after he said that he get out in the guild. I looked down tears started forming into my eyes.
"Gray..." Erza said worriedly. "It's all my fault" I mumbled "I'm such a jerk" I started to punch myself Erza stop me by hugging me.
"Stop it Gray. Stop hurting yourself it will not help your problems" she said.
"I need her Erza. I fucking need her! Damn it I don't think I can't leave my life without her! I need to find her."
"What happened? Why did she leave? I know Juvia won't leave just like that. What did you do to her?" Erza said. I stopped from crying. She said she won't give up on me, she won't give up on loving me but why did she leave? Why? did she give up on me already?
My eyes widen when I realize why did she leave me. It's all because of my jerkness! I cheated on her! I cheated in front of her.
"Damn it!" I cursed I'm so messed up. I wanted to die. I need to find her! I hope she still love me because damn! If ever I find her I will correct all my mistake. I won't hurt her and I'll treat her like a queen. I won't let her go never again.
"Wendy... Wendy knows where Juvia is" i told to myself. I quickly grabbed my car key in my pocket and get out in the guild.
"Oi Gray! where are you going?" I heard Erza called me but I didn't bother to stop and answer her I quickly switch the engine and drive to Wendy's place.
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"Wendy!" I knock at her door.
"Wendy please open this door! Please tell me where Juvia is!" I begged but she didn't open her door. I knock again and again and finally the door open. I saw Wendy with a tears in her eyes.
"Gray san.."
"Please Wendy. Please tell me where Juvia is" I begged.
"I-I don't know where she is" she's stummering I know she's lying.
"Please Wendy I need her please tell me" I cried. Just tell me where Juvia's place that's all I need no one else. I'll even give all my money just to find her I will do.
"G-Gray san give her some space she's broken"
"No! I need her Wendy I can't lose her if she's broken then I'll fix her I just want her back" I'm crying how many times did I cry in this day four? Five? I don't care I just need to find her. I heard her sigh.
"Gray san" she said with a low voice "she called me a while ago and she want me to tell you that... She's already tired, she's letting you go because she realize you let go a long time ago and maybe its time to do the same"
".She's already tired, she's letting you go because she realize you let go a long time ago and maybe its time to do the same"
She's already tired, she's letting you go because she realize you let go a long time ago and maybe its time to do the same"
She's already tired, she's letting you go because she realize you let go a long time ago and maybe its time to do the same"
Sorry for the late update hontoni gomenasai! It just that I dunno what to write my mind was like '??' Like that XD sorry for the wrong grammar
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