The One That Got Away

Chapter 56

"Hear him out first. And then think if you really want to leave him. The first person you fell in love with, the one who would do anything for you." Louis' words replay in my head.

Just hear him out first Arianna.

No, but he broke your heart why should you?

Because like Louis said, he was the first person you fell in love with and he is the one that would do anything for you.

Doesn't Justin count?

He died when I saw the note about how he loved me. I didn't even know that I loved him.

You have a hard choice then. My subconscious says.

I can't believe I'm arguing with my subconscious about this.

She doesn't control me.

Ya know what, I'll hear Harry out.

I sigh and sit up from my laying, staring at the ceiling, arguing with my subconscious position.

I walk out of my room, and downstairs.

"Hey Li?" I say and Liam turns to me.

"Yeah Arianna?"

"Where's Harry?" I ask him and his lips immediately form into a smirk.

"He went out. He won't be back for another hour or two, why?"

"Uh do you know where he went?" I ask, ignoring the question he asked me 'why?'.

"No clue." he smirks wider.

"Wipe that stupid smirk off your face before I do. " I tell him, as I exit the dining room.

I hear him laugh and I roll my eyes as I open the front door, and the warm summer air engulfs me.

I just need to go somewhere to think over what I will say to Harry.

I drive to the park, and I sit on a nearby swing.

I close my eyes, laying my head on one of the silver chains that holds the swing up.

What will happen if I forgive Harry?

Will I forgive Harry?

I'm not just going to jump into his arms and we will live happily ever after.

You sure aren't.

Can't my subconscious just shut the hell up?

Sorry but I can't.

Ugh

"Arianna is that you?" I turn around and see Ray coming towards me.

"Oh hey. " I smile.

"What are you doing here all alone?" she asks, sitting on the swing next to me.

"Just thinking. " I shrug.

"Ah I see...how are you and Harry doing?"

I suck in a sharp breath before answering, "I don't know where we are."

"Wait..hold up what happened?" she asks, shocked.

"It's a long story but I'll tell you anyway. " I say. "Me and Harry were getting into fights and yesterday we got in another fight because Kyle came over and got me an amazing job for modeling and I got excited so I hugged him and I was smiling and Harry got mad and we had a fight then he left, I followed him, and I couldn't find him so I started walking around and as I went near a bar, Harry and his ex Alexis were kissing but Harry pulled back immediately like he remembered me, like my face was in his mind and I ran back home and he came back too. I wouldn't listen to him but now I'm ready to hear him out. " I sigh once I finish.