I Chose The Gangster's Heart

chapter 21

Alison's pov:

i stand there as Alex walks out of the washroom leaving me there. i follow her as my only priority now is to see that she is safe. what else does she want from me? commitment? gifts? what? she knows commitment is not a thing for me but i want her i want her to be with me i want her to share everything with me i just don't wanna share her that's it. what else is needed?

the bell rings and Alex walks inside the class stomping her foot i keep a fair distance because i know this girl is a walking sign of better be careful. i take my seat in the furthest corner of the room beside ryan while i steal a glace at Alex who is talking to carly.

"bro i patched up with carly i can't live without her" he said looking straight at carly "she told me that alex forced her to talk to me" he looks at me while i am still steeling a glace at alex "dude youre a lucky man"

i smirk "we just had a fight"

"its normal in relationships girls don't tell what they want guys don't know what they want"

"we're not in a relationship" i smirk again looking towards him.

"so this is the problem" he breaths heavily while nodding to himself.

"what do you mean" i raise my brows.

"dude she wants to hear what you feel she wants a tag in your life a tag called....girlfriend"

"you know i don't do the girlfriend thing i don't feel something for her" lair you do. 

"cool so if she gets in with simon you won't have a problem right" he looks at me with his brows raised. just the imagination of simon hugging her and kissing her boils my blood she is mine wait.. what?. " cause i heard simon is going o ask her out today" i clench my fist "unclench your fist dude remember you feel nothing for her" he says in a sarcastic tone.

"no" i say.

"what no?"  he says as calmly as possible. 

"Alex is mine and nobody else can touch her" i say in my anger running out of my mouth. 

"her boyfriend will" he says while he does something on her phone.

"i...that won't happen" i look at him.

"ohh that can, look" i points towards alex. as soon as i look there my blood boils simon stood in front of her and says something she laughs, right be angry with me and laugh with him,  he says something while takes her hand they both stand on the door talking.

"And ohh yes you can skip your class Mrs.Andrews is absent" Ryan mumbles as he scrolls down his phone. 

i take my eyes back on Simon and Alex but they are not there where did they go? i get up and run outside the classroom the hallways are empty there is on one, i imagine what can they be doing in so much of privacy hugging? kissing? my blood runs into my veins and boils like fire. where the fuck are they?

i cross two hallways and there is no one i take deep breath and turn around . there Simon stood blocking my view towards Alex who hid behind him i could only see his back.  Alex lands her hand on his shoulder and does the same with her other hand no no no no i won't let that happen Simon you are gone i say to myself as i run towards them...... 

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