Adopted by Taylor Swift

Lucky to be alive

Chapter 9

Taylor POV

"Please God no" I rush to her side, picking up her head, noticing foam around her lips. I start to panick, not knowing what to do or who to call or why even she did this to herself. My hands search my pockets for my phone, immediately calling 9-1-1

"9-1-1 what's your emergency?"

"My daughter-s she- bl-blood every, everywhere. H-eart rate really l-ow, isn't b-rea-thing." I can't formulate any kind of coherent sentence with my kind of panic.

I stare at the sight in front of me. Both wrists had been cut, shown with a razor in the ground but also a knife, proving to me that the razor had not worked. Tequila sits half full in a bottle next to her body. I should've never had bought that, let alone keep that alcohol cabinet unlocked.

"Okay ma'am; we tracked your call, we will be there as fast as we can. But you need to stay on the line; and keep her heart rate up. But first Ms. Swift you need to calm down, and listen to everything I say." The lady on the other end had a soft voice, showing me she now has everything under control.

"O-Okay" I was freaking out but I had to take a deep breath. In and out.

"Okay Ms. Swift you need to start doing chest compressions; or the common name is CPR. Open her mouth and breathe out into hers. Then chest compress three times and do that twice."

"okay." I put the phone down, I opened Bridget's mouth and breathed, I did that few times. Her heart rate was rising but she wasn't breathing. "Come on Bridget, breath for me"

"Now Taylor I need you to look around and see what is there, we can maybe see what the cause of heart failure was."

I go off the sight I had scene before, "There's uhm a razor, liquor" I keep looking, this time catching something I hadn't last, "fuck" I mumble under my breath "my anxiety pills." It's a form of valium, called diazepam. I was prescribed it years ago when I had been broken up with Joe Jonas and couldn't control the situation, I ended my night with a panic attack and my mother taking me to the ER

"Okay well liquor and any pill is a deadly combination, the ambulance is caught in traffic, and there was a crash on 44. You'll need to pump her stomach."

"Are you kidding me? No way, there is no way I can do that without hurting her" I panic once again, looking at the lifeless daughter infront of me.

"Taylor you can." She now uses my first name from the caller ID "Push on her stomach as hard as you can. But before you do make sure that she is breathing and when she's breathing out, that's when you do it. Taylor I am going to let you go. Ambulance will be there soon. Just stay calm it will be okay."

After she hung up, I ran my hands through my hair, you can do this Taylor. Bridget needs you. I nod at myself and get back down on my knees.

"I just want my daughter back" I claim to myself, letting tears fall off my cheek onto her shirt.

I learned CPR when I was in middle school so I knew what I doing, up until I had to "pump her stomach". It doesn't even sound appealing to me, and what the lady on the phone doesn't know is that I won't hurt Bridget.

Breathing into Bridget, waiting for her breath to hitch. When it does I take a deep breath and press my two hands on her stomach, "come on Bridget"

Listening for her to breathe in and then out, I press down, mulitple times. Within the fourth time, she wakes, spitting up everything that was in her stomach, all over me.

Contents are all over the floor, now mixed with blood but those things don't matter to me. Bridget was breathing and my girl was alive.

I hugged her as tight as I could. I didn't ever want to let go; but then the ambulance arrived, taking Bridget away from me to take all the tests they needed.

"Ms. Swift, without you, your daughter would have been dead. She's a very lucky girl to have you in her life. All her tests are complete and she is all set. We don't have to bring her in. Just keep an eye on her at all times."

"Will do sir. Thank you so much."  I grabbed a blanket from him and started to wipe the puke off of me.

Bridget came running towards me; she embraced me with a tight long hug.

"I love you mom."

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