My Second Life (Kian Lawley FanFiction)

Chapter 17 - "What Do We Do?

Chapter 17 - "What Do We Do?"

So yesterday after my panic attack I felt really tired from the stress of it all so we didn't really do much, also Kian wouldn't let me do much so he edited my vlog for me so all I had to do was upload it this morning. I just laid in his bed watching 'The Big Bang Theory" repeats. I loved that show it was one of my favourites but I liked hearing Kian's cute laugh every so often as well.

I stayed the night at his again and after my shower he offered me a clean shirt to wear as my one was kinda dirty. I found another pair of clean undies so threw those on as well and then put his warm grey hoody back on. I headed downstairs for breakfast while Kian was showering I headed downstairs to the kitchen for breakfast as I couldn't wait any longer for him, he was taking forever...

When I got downstairs I bumped into Sam who was eating a bowl of cereal at the counter. I smiled as I walked in and he smiled back before saying "You and Kian are moving kind of quickly are you not?" I felt kind of annoyed as it wasn't his place to really comment but then thought if it was my best friend in the same position I would say something to.

"Not really,..." I trailed off whilst looking for the bowls. 'BUT you kind of are you haven't gone home in 3 days..." Sam said whilst taking a mouthful of cereal. I finally found the bowls and poured some fruit loops into my bowl before adding the milk. "So, what does that have to do with anything? I've hung out with him, got to know him better, slept in his bed and wore a t-shirt and a hoodie that is his." I said firmly. "I haven't shagged him or anything, I'm not pregnant and we aren't living together, so I feel your comment is kind of invalid Sam." I spat, before leaving the cereal, going to Kian's room grabbing my bag and leaving the O2L house for my own. 

I didn't live that far away but once I had left I regretted it. I knew I would worry Kian after what happened yesterday and I knew I couldn't go back as Sam would think I was a right bitch. As I was walking I bumped into a Subscriber her name was charlie. I decided to vlog her as she asked.

"Hey dreamers, So Today won't be as eventful as yesterday but as  I was just walking home and I met one of you I felt I should film this moment! Her name is Charlie and she is so sweet so leave nice comments down below for her" I said smiling at the camera she did to. Once I switched it off, we chatted for a few moments and took a cute selfie together before I headed home.

When I finally got home I got a mention notification on my phone from twitter. I looked at it and it was Charlie she had posted the selfie we had taken and then one she had taken with Kian a couple weeks earlier. We were wearing the same outfit almost bar I had shorts and my converse and he was wearing jeans. FUCK!

"Look Who I Just Met, See Any Similarities Guys? I Feel A Romance Budding!!! #toofreakingcute" I read the tweet over and over again she had figured out we were dating! She knew and now did all 500 thousand of her followers! SHIT!

I slid down my door and brought my knees to my chest, dropping my phone to the floor as I hugged my knees. I wasn't ready for war to break out and I most certainly wasn't in the right place to be able to deal with all the hate that was going to come my way. My phone started to ring, I didn't even look to see who it was, I didn't care. It finally stopped and then began again. It did this like 5 times before I just broke down into tears. My phone was blowing up from twitter, messages and calls. I needed to shut the world out.

I got up and ran to my room shutting the door behind me, grabbing my head phones before I curled up on my bed. I began to listen to the new We The Kings album, which on a side note was freaking amazing. Fear and anxiety began to spread over me, and I began to breath quite heavily making sure not to have another panic attack.

My phone began to ring again and I looked down and saw "Kian <3" pop up on the screen, I didn't answer because I didn't want to face him right now, but honestly I really just wanted to be in his arms. It stopped ringing and then a text popped up also from Kian. 

"I'm outside your door, open up. Sam told me what happened and my twitter is blowing up. I can help you know."

I took my earphones off and could hear light knocking. I climbed out of my bead and walked to answer the door. He walked in telling me to shut the door so no one could see and then pulled me into a tight embrace. We stayed there for a few moments before he pulled away, He dragged me to the couch and then pulled me into his lap as he sat down. He cuddled with me like that as I began to stop sniffling my tears away.

"What do we do Kian?" I said snuggling into his chest, he smelt so good and I just wanted to stay like this forever. "Nothing Sam apologised and we don't have to say anything to that girl on twitter till we are ready ok?" he smiled rubbing my back soothingly. 

He kissed my forehead and it was then that I realised he was right we didn't have to say anything till we were ready. I smiled and then kissed his lips and the feeling that he gave me made me want to stay here like this for the rest of my life.

"So how about we go on a date? My treat, I could show you some of LA and we could go to a little restaurant called Lemonade which is so good." He smiled, I nodded not caring what anyone on twitter thought, Kian was my best friend and my boyfriend I could spend time with him if I wanted to.

So that was what we did, I vlogged here and there throughout the day but all in all the day was just relaxed and we were really just getting to know each other which I loved.