My Second Life (Kian Lawley FanFiction)

Chapter 21 - The Morning After

Chapter 21 - The Morning After 

I woke up, from what seemed the best night sleep I had, had in years. I rolled over to find myself coiled up in bed sheets as well as Kian. His arms were lightly draped round me as I just looked at his peaceful face. He always seemed so calm when he was sleeping, like no bad could hurt him if he was out and a way with the fairies in the land of sleep.

I smiled at this though, and then bit my lip as he began to stir. I think I woke him as I let out a light chuckle when he lightly snored. He looked at me, letting his eyes focus. He was beautiful and I know I keep saying this but he was all mine, and I just couldn't get over that. He smiled at me and then lightly kissed my forehead as he gently pulled me closer to him, our naked bodies just touching.

His skin felt so soft and warm against mine. We stayed quiet for a few more minutes before he said "I could just lay here forever." I smiled and agreed but unfortunately we had things to do. We were filming a collab today with all the boys of O2L for my channel, something to do with thanksgiving which was coming soon.

"We need to get up, get showered and all that fun stuff." I said smiling, I was imagining last night again, thats all I had really been doing since. He pouted at me "I'll get up if you shower with me?" He said still pouting but this time giving me his puppy eyes which I just couldn't resist and he knew it.I blushed and then kinda agreed although I was now kinda self conscious of myself. I mean I know we just made love and all but it was dark and he couldn't see me and all my insecurities.

He began to get up, out of bed, and I could see his bare back, it was beautiful, he was beautiful. I was now regretting my decision. He turned round to grab my hand and lead me to the bathroom. I paused not letting him get me out of the sheets. He turned to look at me, before giving a face of confusion.

"What's wrong?" He asked looking concerned. I didn't have an answer and wasn't sure I wanted to tell the truth. I just continued to look at him, now burying my face under the covers a little, trying to hide from him. 

"Bumpkin, you can tell me anything, I'll love you no matter what." He said trying to reassure me. (Bumpkin was my pet name from him as I used to make fun of the way he said pumpkin and well it kinda stuck I guess.) I sighed, there was no point in trying to hide this from him. "I'm scared, I'm scared that you'll see all my insecurities and then wanna get the hell out of here." I practically whispered.

He looked at me, and then looked kind of hurt. "Lola, we just made love, which was incredible, and we all have insecurities but I don't care because you are beautiful to me, I don't care if you think your ugly, or fat or a having a bad day. Because you are none of those things, you are beautiful and perfect to me. So come on have a shower with me and we can go film the video then go on a date for our 3 mont anniversary as I actually have something for you, but its at the house. 

I smiled and this time, I allowed him to lead me to the bathroom. I grabbed another towel out of the cupboard under the sink and placed it on the towel rail next to mine. He was already in the shower as the warm water began to produce steam. I just looked at him for a second and then joined him. We stood close together wit his body against mine and the water surrounding us both. His big arms surrounded me and this time I felt like I had no insecurities, he loved me for me and that's all that mattered.

Once we had washed and dried I made some toast for breakfast and then we left for the O2L house. We all gathered in the Living room as Ricky and Sam began to wink at Kian and for once I knew exactly what this was about, I just giggled to myself before we started making goodie packs. Sam and Connor had gone to target to buy trainer bags big enough to fit a blanket, scarf, gloves, purse of money and some fruit, chocolate and crisps. We had over 100 and we filled each with $200. 

This was our good deed for Thanksgiving. We were giving back to the people who really needed the help. Once all the bags were filled we packed them into a car leaving a few out to demonstrate to the viewers. I grabbed my Canon and placed it on the tripod in front of us all and then hit record as I headed back to my chair in the middle.

"Hey dreamers! So Thanksgiving is just around the corner and we wanted to give back the less fortunate. What we decided to do was to create these goodie bags." We each held the bags up and showed the camera. "And we filled each one with a blanket, scarf gloves, purse of money and some fruit, chocolate and crisps. But also $200 so they can get themselves a few hot meals or drinks. Now we are gonna go give these out and you're going to come with us." I smiled as I got up turned the camera off.

We went to a local are filled with homeless people and handed the bags out. Each person was eternally grateful and getting to hear their stories were heartbreaking. I ended the video when we go back to the house and then placed my camera back in my bag. The boys dispersed with Kian staying beside me smirking. "What is wrong with you now?" I laughed.

"I get to give you your present now!" He smiled cheesily and then ran up the stairs and came back with a small box. I looked confused at him unsure what it was. He passed the small box to me, I untied the silver ribbon and opened the small package. Inside was a key, but not just any key, oh no that would have been too easy for Kian. It was a car key. "What the heck is this?" I managed to get out before he grabbed my hand dragging me excitedly to the garage. He opened it without saying a word and then just stood there smiling to himself. My jaw dropped.

"I can't take this!" I said kinda annoyed but excited at the same time. "My sister wanted rid of it and I had the bits fixed so it works like new even though its second hand, and I can't give it back and well its insured to you so its yours." He smiled more now than before.

I play thumped him as I looked at the Dark Grey Fiat Punto sat in the garage. It was like the one I had at home but missed so damn much but it was younger than mine as well as this one was only a couple years old. I happy tear rolled down my  cheek. "Shall we go for a test drive?" Kian asked, I nodded thinking that meant he was going to drive but no, he got in the passenger side. Crap. I had never driven here before. 

I got in the drivers seat and adjusted everything accordingly and then reversed off the drive. This car was slightly different to mine as mine had a gearstick whereas this car was an automatic but it wasn't that hard to get used to. I drove back to mine and then parked in my allocated spot which I now had a car to go in. 

I couldn't stop grinning andKian could see that I was happy. "I love you Lola." He said as he opened the glove box and pulled out another small box. I looked at him again confused. He opened it and inside was a beautiful ring. "I can't, we have been together only a couple days past 3 months Kian." I panicked. He laughed at my rant "It's a promise ring Lola. My promise to you, that I will always be yours."

I kissed him and then he took the small dainty diamond ring and placed it on my finger. I couldn't stop smiling. He was now really mine and everyone would know it. He was mine and I was his forever. "I Love you Kian Lawley so much than you could ever know."