The Bully (Frerard)(Completed)

Chapter 20: I Found You

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By the way, this one carries on from chapter 18, goes to chapter 19, and then becomes its own.

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Gerard's POV:


"I believe him. He's right, no one cares about me, the pathetic little faggot who slits his wrists," then he runs out the door.

Frank's going to kill himself... That can't happen, I need him.

I make a mental note to punch Greyson when I go to school next, which depending on how this goes will be a while.

I run out the door to follow Frank, but when I get out, he's not in sight. I think about all the possible places he could be, going to his house would be an obvious one... But.... What if he went to his house because he knew I'd think it would be too obvious and go somewhere else?

I nod my head and run across the street and make it to Frank's front door, surprisingly it's unlocked. I walk in and look for any signs of.. Well, anything. I make a guess at where Frank's room is, so I rush up the stairs and go to a room off to the left, no. That's his mom's room. I go to the right and see a room covered in band posters and pictures. It looks like he had an anger fit in here, but there's no sign of him.

I sigh and think of where else.

Mikey. He'll know!

I rush down the stairs, tripping once, and rush through the front door.

As soon as I burst through the front door of my house I rush to the stairs, "Mikey! Mikey!" He appears at the top, "Gerard?"

"Where... Would... Frank.. Go?" I'm gasping for air from the running.

"Skylar's house? Why?"

I take in a deep breath, "I think he's trying to kill himself."

"Park. Six blocks away," he rushes out, "want me to come?"

"No."

Then I turn around, first I go look in the medicine cabinet for gauze and luckily, there's an almost new roll of it.

"Thank you, Mikes!" I shout as I leave the house and go to Belleville Park.


On the way there I've already ran into three people who give me dirty looks, fuck them! Frank's in trouble!

Two more blocks to go! I'm heaving and panting from loss of air, keep going Gerard! Keep going! You need to save Frank!

I see the entrance to the park and push myself harder, then as I near it I start yelling, "Frank! Frank, please! He isn't right!"

I didn't expect a response, and I was right, there wasn't one. I look around the park. Deserted.

I grunt, but I'm not discouraged. I will find Frank!

I check by all the bushes, trees, and in the far field.

No sight of Frank... I start letting tears fall more.

I go head for the exit, but when I pass the slides, I see something.... Dripping.

I go further and see a body, Frank's body.

"Frank!" I shout.

I climb up the ladder to the cage-like floor and by the slide, "Frank, oh my gosh, please... Please don't be gone."

I take the gauze and wrap it tightly around his cut, "Frank," I sob out, "please don't leave me!"

He doesn't move, I check for a pulse and don't find one, "Frank!" I shout, "Frank, please!"

I pull out my phone and call 911.

"911, what's your emergency?" A calm, female voice answers.

"M-My... F-Friend attempted s-su-suicide... I c-can't fi-find a pu-pul-pulse."

"Where are you?" She sounds like she's in a hurry now.

"Belleville Pa-Park."

She tells me that an ambulance will be there soon and to try to be calm, fuck that!

I pick him up and climb slowly down the ladder, I put him on the ground and then sit down and pull him into my lap, "Frank, I-I love you, I lo-love you s-so much! I'm sorry f-for hurting y-you all the ti-ime. Just.. Please! Don't leave."

I look at his hand notice it's clutching a piece of paper.

I grab it, it's a suicide note.

I start crying harder than I already was and read it, staining the already tear stained paper with my tears.



'Dear Friends, Family, and Whoever Else Reads This,

I'm sorry for ending it like this, but I'm just so sick and tired of everyone, of everything. My mother never paid enough attention to know that I was spiraling down this path. I'm sorry, I guess no one else really noticed either..

Skylar, Mikey, and Ray, thank you. You guys helped, you tried and at times it worked, and others, not. I'm sorry, but I had to go. I couldn't bear to stay any longer.

Mother..... You were never my mom. You were only my mother.

Gerard and Greyson, I finally did it.

-Frank'

I set the paper down and scream, "No! Frank!" I take a deep breath and then whisper, "I didn't want you to do it."

The paramedics rush over to me and take Frank out of my arms and set him on a gurney, "Sir, are you coming in the ambulance?"

"Yes."

I rush over to the ambulance with them, "He's dead..." I inform them with sorrow lacing both of the words.

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