A Chaotic Note (Yandere Twins x Reader)

Sleepless Morning

  "Thanks ... for not trying anything, Diamond," you mumbled, glancing down at your hands, which were clenched around the bedspread and sheets.

"When I mention that I won't disrespect you in such a way," Diamond replied, combing his right fingers through his red locks, "I expect you to trust me."

"How do you expect me to do that? Your brother explained to me that you two are constantly restraining yourselves, but both of your personalities are so unpredictable. I just can't blindly trust you two, when one moment I'm eating breakfast with you two and in the next I'm being force-fed it. There are other things, for example that blasted collar you two have me wear. Granted, it's back at the castle now, but still. Both of you, obviously, don't trust me if you have to put a collar on me. Thus, how can I place my trust completely in either of you?"

"The collar is in the pack my brother has. We decided it best to keep it off of you for now, so it wouldn't draw unwanted attention in unknown territory."

"See, so then you still have it with you!" you half-shouted, as your anger slowly increased once more.

"Is it so wrong to mark what's yours?" he asked more to himself than to you.

"I'm not yours, Diamond, nor do I belong to your brother. I'm not some prize that you can attach a collar to and show off. Why can't you understand that?"

Seating himself back on the bed, closer to you this time, he utilized the remaining distance between you two to lean back on his arms. He let a small sigh leave his lips before he glanced over his left shoulder at you. His reddish-orange eyes were unreadable, as he locked his gaze onto your (e/c) one.

"Would you like the blatant truth, Miss _____?"

"Yes, I would."

"Well, I'm sure my brother has the same feelings that I'm about disclose. For you see, Miss _____, you may not like the collar that my brother and I force upon you, but my brother and me frankly don't care. I can easily say that we're both selfish individuals, who will gladly put our needs before another. Granted, we do restrain ourselves like my brother mentioned, but there have been many instances where we put our wants before yours.

"The collar is but merely one of them. We have kept a careful watch on you, so that you don't leave the castle unexpectedly. We have kept you from the city, so that you won't have the desire to return to it. On other occasions we have forced you into outfits that greatly displease you. I could continue to the list the many selfish things we've done, yet I think you understand now.

"There will never be a day where I completely erase my selfish behavior. If I were to do so, your protection would be compromised. You might say that you don't need watching over, but if we weren't here, you would be in the hands of that thief. You may have reopened your wound more by trying to repair it yourself. Moreover, who knows what struggles you may face in the future that will require more help than just you yourself can offer.

"I will claim you as mine because you are. The same goes for my brother. This was true before you admitted your feelings unknowingly to us. After that incident, it became only more so. We will continue to protect you in the way we best see fit because we care about you. We will display that you are ours because we're incredibly lucky to be at your side. Thus, I will not throw away that collar because it's my selfish way of demonstrating how much I will not let you go.

"You are the wearer of that collar. You are the wearer of those priceless gems. They are not the wearer of you. You command their long lasting endurance, and you order their stunning beauty. Like that collar, you command my brother and me. You, Miss ____, have us so obsessed with you that we can't think right if you're gone for too long. The price that you must pay for such a capture is that you can never let us go. We will never stop our selfish ways because we are forever bound to you like that collar."

Finding yourself unable to keep your gaze locked with his, you looked back down at your hands. Honestly, you weren't expecting that response. In some regards it infuriated you, since he essentially just admitted that he didn't care if you hated their restrictive ways. Maybe it also concerned the fact that he was completely honest with you. How could he say those things while maintaining perfect confidence in his every word?

"And how am I supposed to trust such selfish actions? You state you have restraint, but you just admitted that you're selfish," you muttered, watching some clouds roll by in the blue sky outside.

"It does create some room for unpredictability, doesn't it?" Diamond responded with a small smile on his face.

"Yes, it does, so..."

Cutting you off, Diamond continued, "That uncertainty, however, is what intrigues you. You just can't admit that you enjoy solving the puzzle that is the minds of my brother and me. Our twisted love for entertainment and games combined with our genuine care for you is quite contradictory. That contradiction is what continues to draw you in, Miss _____."

Words becoming jumbled in your mouth, you couldn't respond; you could only clench the bed coverings harder, which in turn caused you to wince from the pain in your shoulder. Loosening your tightening grip, you continued to try to find a counter to his words. You had always questioned that exact contradiction. Your feelings accepted the curse placed upon them and allowed you to deal with their games. There was no point in denying your feelings in your head. Besides, the twins had already heard them. All in all, Diamond was right. That very contradiction would always leave you confused as to what they would do next, yet part of you loved that mystery and another part despised it.

"Maybe you're drawn to that aspect of us because you're a contradiction yourself, Miss _____. You can't hide such a trait from my brother and me. Every day, you act stubborn and reject our affections, yet you have feelings for us. Your actions and your words don't match up with what we see hiding in your eyes," he added, turning himself around a bit on the bed, so that he could fully face you.

Supporting himself on his left hand, he leaned over closer to you. Going back further into the soft pillows, you tried to recreate the distance between you two, but he only decreased it more. Resting his right hand on the left side of your jaw, he cocked his head to the left side and parted his lips.

"Isn't that right, Miss _____?"

"I..."

Giving you no time to respond, he whispered in a covetous voice, "You're at a loss for words, I see. I can make you even more speechless."

Within the next few seconds, you found your eyes widening, as your face flushed in a bright red hue. The male's lips were now pressed against your own, as his left hand moved from its original position to rest against your right shoulder, which forced you more into the pillows behind you. His right hand kept your jaw in place, as his teeth grazed your bottom lip some. When you tried to push him off of you with your right hand, his left hand changed its position again. This time, it secured your right wrist to the wall behind the bed and you.

The impact caused you to gasp a bit, permitting him to slide his tongue into your mouth. Almost immediately, he pressed your tongue down against the bottom of your mouth, making sure he had total dominance. You tried to get your wrist out of his grip, but this only caused his nails to press into your skin. Not wanting another injury, you relaxed your wrist once more while you cursed your left shoulder for being injured at a time like this.

A small smile worked itself at the corners of his lips, as he felt your brief struggle die out. Gliding his tongue over the top of your mouth before moving it along your teeth, he made sure to taste the entirety of your mouth. When he pulled away, he licked his lips slowly, causing only more heat to go to your cheeks.

"Hmm, a little too sweet for my tastes, but I'm sure we can change that the next time," Diamond spoke before drawing your right hand over to his lips before placing a kiss on the back of it.

After doing so, he glided his left fingers under your right hand before standing up, grabbing the empty food tray, and walking towards the door in the room. You just sat stunned on the bed, as your mind tried to comprehend what just happened. Likewise, his statement's implication wasn't helping.

"Do get some rest, Miss _____. I'll be outside guarding your door after I give this tray back to the kitchen. Thus, do call for me or come outside if you need anything."

"How am I supposed to get any sleep after that!" you yelled, only to realize your mistake too late.

"Hmm, I'm glad you enjoyed it so much, Miss _____," he answered with clear amusement before exiting the room and closing the door behind him.