Diary Of A Bad Girl[COMPLETE]

What do I do now?

14th Nov, 2016

Dear: Diary

What even is my life anymore? I don't have a reason to live. Every night I've been sneaking out the house and I just sit on the roof and have a cigarette or two. But even that doesn't make me feel better. I always thought about running away back to California but then I think about my little sister and she needs me so I have to stay.

*Last night on the roof*
(Angela is smoking and Mackenzie finds her and they talk)

"There you are."
"What are you doing here?"
"I figured you would be here for some reason. What's up?"
"Nothing."
"Honey, I'm your best friend. You know you can't hide anything from me..... Is this about Jacob?"
"Maybe, maybe not."
"Angie, what Jacob did to you is unforgivable and I know you loved him right. But..."
"But what Mack? What can I possibly do to forget this?
"Angie I--"
"Stop Mack. Whatever you say won't change anything. Now just leave me alone and I'll go to sleep when I'm ready."
"Fine. Night."

*Angela's diary*

What the fuck am I really doing with myself right now? I just wish I had my old life back... Before my parents died.

Signed:
A. Grant