heart break girl

eighteen || drunk texting

bold; josh
bold italics; maya
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matthews;joshua

mayahgggghhhh
papayaaaaaaaa

josh?
it's 2 in the morning

MAYAAAAAAAAA
I LOBE YOUUU
ANJDD I MISS
YOUUUUU

josh are you okay?

IMS SO HIGH ANSB DRUCNK
AND I MISS YOUUU SOOOOO MUVHHHHH
&& IM SORRYYYY I SAID YIU KISSED LUCASSD
BECAUSE I KNOD YOU DIDNTT
AND I WANTT YOU TO KNEWW I STILLL LOVE YOU AnD yOUR MY WORLDDD

it's "you're" josh

I NEEF TO GOO HOMEE

then go home josh
please be careful though

oKAYYYYYYY
MAYYAAA
HART
HEHEHE YOOUR LAST NAMF IS HART
LIKF THE THNIG YOU STOLE FRON MEEEEE

josh shut up and go home
stay safe okay?

YESSS LOVEEE

goodnight josh

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ugh i have such a killer headache
also when i checked my phone it said i texted you
what happened

you were drunk texting me
scroll up and read the texts

damnit
hey at least i meant what i said

you still love me?

yes maya i do
how many times do i have to say it
i. still. love. you

...

and nothing will change that because you are the only girl will ever have eyes for

josh i don't know what to say

it's okay baby girl you take all the time you need
just know i'll always love you and i'll always be there for you

thank you josh
delivered at 10:34 am

(!) i still love you too, i think
not delivered

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ps, maya is confused about her feelings about josh now, even thought two chapters ago she said she still loved him. she is a teenage girl with hormones, so she doesn't really understand what she's feeling at the moment.

so i haven't posted in a long time :/ i'm just dealing with a lot of personal issues so i'm sorry i haven't posted.

but enough about me (fiym) i'd just like to say thanks for 26k reads that's insane and happy new years. hopefully 2017 will be a better year for me and i will have time to start writing more.

also if you are still reading this ugly authors note, i am having a bit of writers block so if any of y'all want to drop suggestions on what i should do with the story let me know.

much love
-jasmine