Jerrie // Perfect For You [Book 1] [C]

11 | Capital FM (II)

"Okay, so.. Let's head to some fan questions!", the interviewer said and all of them cheered. "This one is for you, Jade: What are you going to sing next week? Big love, Teressa from Germany." 

Jade smiled, "I love you, too." Everyone laughed slighlty, even Jade. "Well.. Actually, we don't know yet. The theme will be "Sassy/Sexy" and I have no idea what our mentor has planned for us."

"It's gonna be great", Leigh added, "I would love to say something, but Perrie and I promised each other we wouldn't spoil anything."

"You mean.. Nobody is allowed to know except you two?", Jade asked.

Leigh nodded, "Well, yeah."

"Okay, Teressa, here you go: I have no idea what I'm gonna sing because my mentor is probably gonna do a last minute change.", Jade laughed and so did everyone else. They really had a good time and even though Perrie got mentioned a few times, Jade was alright. It was more the "Zayn and Perrie" subject that bothered her than Perrie herself. 

"The Bride, the next one is for you: Johnny, Ricky, Danny, is there one girl from this years X-Factor that you would consider dating? - Emily."

The three guys eyes widened, which made Jade laugh. "Me.", Jade joked.

The guys started to laugh really hard till Danny said something:"Well, if you weren't gay, Jadey, you'd be my type."

"Sorry, I don't play for your team.", Jade teased seductively which made Danny smirk.

"No, but for real", Johnny started, "I guess, it would be Jade. Nothing against you, Andrea, you're hot as hell but-"

"Jade is the "hard-to-get" one and that irritates us and makes us to fight more.", Ricky explained. Jade started to blush real hard, so she started to look at the bottom.

Andrea wipped her hair to the back, "Oh, trust me, boys.. If I don't wanna be catched, I'm not so easy to get.", she said jokingly with a high pitched voice. Everyone laughed again. Jade was glad she was getting along with everyone. Like, there was no one she didn't get along with. They were all friends and she was so thankful for that.

"Okay, next question. This is from Sarah and she asks: I love all of you so much! Could you answer this? What were your thoughts on the Zerrie reunion? Much love, xxSarah." The Interviewer's eyes widened, "Actually, that's a pretty good question." He laughed and looked at Jade and the others. 

It was actually the worst thing that could've happen at the moment. Jade was totally overwhelmed and she didn't know what to say. She bit her bottom lip and took a deep breath. "You know..", Jade started, "I don't really care. If they're happy, so be it." She tried to put on a fake smile, but Leigh noticed that Jade wasn't alright. 

"Yeah, but Perrie's your mentor, of course there must be some feelings, - especially, because Zayn is one of the biggest male artists in the world right now and-"

"You know.. I feel like.. We've spent so much time with Perrie and Leigh already, so we're already into meeting famous people, the ones we're not crazy about, - and for me, I don't really care. It's her private life and I'm happy for her, but it's not my business.", Jade explained. Leigh was so proud of Jadey. She could see that Jade was holding back the tears and while she was trying not to cry, to still be able to answer that question so mature and professional totally amazed Leigh-Anne. Leigh gave Jade a sympathic smile, which Jade returned. The Interviewer only mumbled a little "Thank you" and asked the others what they were thinking about it, but they actually all said the same thing, so they continued with the Q&A. Jade got to answer a lot of question, maybe that was because she was almost the only one who actually tweeted about them being on Capital FM. 

"We'll be back in five minutes with: Jade Thirlwall, The Bride and Andrea Mortez! Stay tuned, because Little Mix's new single is gonna blow your mind now.", The Interviewer said before turning on the music. Jade quickly got out of the room. Leigh followed her. Jade was in the hallway, her head in her hands and it seemed like a few tears were streaming down her face.

Leigh came up to her and hugged her tight. "You did great! I'm so proud of you!", Leigh whispered. "You're already a star, Jade, I feel it." They stopped hugging and a slight smile was on Jade's face.

"You know.. I think the weirdest part is that people don't know Zayn and I are family.", Jade explained. "And then.. To get asked about Zayn and Perrie, it just feels.. Weird."

Leigh nodded, "I know. But here's a tip: Don't let people know about you and Zayn, at least not just now. We want you to succeed and come far without anyone's help, alright?"

Jade smiled brightly and nodded, "Of course." They hugged one more time before heading into the Radio Studio again. 

~

After an hour or so, they got back to the X-Factor Studio and since Jade had to be on stage in about thirty minutes for rehearsel, she quickly went to the stage and got a microphone straight away. As she raised her head, she could see Perrie sitting in her chair and Jade had to stop breathing for a second. She hadn't see Perrie for three days, three days of suffer and emptyness, and to see her now kinda felt weird, especially, because they never talked about the kiss and now Zayn and Perrie.. It was just awkward between them. Perrie totally distanced herself from Jade. Not because of Zayn, Jade was his family and actually it was Perrie's job to spend more time with Jade. She distanced herself from Jade because she thought that if she and Jade kept acting like they did in the club, all flirty and stuff, she wouldn't be able to contain her feelings. Her real feelings. 

Perrie gave Jade a slight smile, "Hey."

"Hey.", Jade mumbled and smiled awkwardly. "So.. What should I sing this week?"

"Well..", Perrie avoided eye contact the whole time. She looked at Jade, yeah, but she never really looked into Jade's eyes or anything and Jade missed that. "I was thinking about Jennifer Lopez "Ain't Your Mama" it's pretty popular right now, it's different and it's Sassy as fuck."

Jade smiled and nodded, "Alright then let's do it." Jade came up to Perrie and Perrie handed her the paper with the lyrics on it. Jade took the paper and while she did it, her and Perrie's hand touched and both stopped moving for a second. That was when Perrie looked up and finally, after so many weeks, looked into Jade's brown eyes. Jade did the same and almost lost herself in Perrie's ocean blue eyes. But when Perrie broke eye-contact and let go of the paper, Jade felt her left breast side hurting. Perrie bit her lip and looked at the bottom. 

"Ehh.. Ummm..", Perrie stuttered, "Eric will help you with your choreography, I gotta go to Andrea. She hasn't gotten her song yet.", the blonde managed to say. Jade just nodded and stared at the bottom as Perrie went past her. Jade raised her head and looked after her. Damn, Jade.. Jade thought. 

"..who do you love? who do you love?.."

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A/N

Soo.. I know not much happened, but something happened. I know that I've been writing about Jade a lot lately and I'm gonna switch over to Perrie soon, I just wanted to show you Jade's side of things ;) By the way: I feel like this story will have about twenty chapters or so and then I would do a sequel and maybe 3rd Book too, but only if a lot of people want me to do this :)