I Hate That I Love You (JeffxJane)

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This is a one shot I came up with.. I guess to me, this is how it would be like if Jeff ever had a diary. Hope you guys like it. ^_^

Jeff's POV

Entry 1

*takes a deep breath*

Okay, Slendy made me do this because he thinks this would help me. To help me with what you may ask? With Jane.

Yeah......I don't really think anything would help me be friends with that b*tch. Besides, its not like she'll respond positively to it anyway. Why else do you think we've been fighting this long?

Dumba** Slendy.

He said me and Jane's fighting is costing the mansion peace. Or what's left of it anyway.

As much as I don't want to do this, I have to. If not Slender might kick me out. And I don't want to leave home, its too much of a bother to constantly look for a place to stay.

I decided to just write here whatever I wanted to say to the b*tch instead of telling her face to face.

Here it goes, I guess

First of all, f*ck you for being an ungrateful b*tch! All that effort into making you beautiful and how do you repay me? By trying to shove a d*mn knife into my throat?

Second, can you stop interfering when I'm on my killing spree? Its a sh*tty thing to do and it gets really annoying.

Also, get your own kills would ya? It's a pain in the a** to keep looking for a new one.

Third, I'll have you know, as if it wasn't already obvious, that I can't be killed. Especially by you. I mean come on, b*tch!! Stop whining about your parents! That was years ago! Cut the crap and leave me alone.

*deep breath*

"You know, that kinda did help me feel a little bit better."

"That's not what I wanted you to do" Slender said, I wish I can describe that he was saying that with a straight face but uhhhh, he doesn't have a face.

"Doesn't matter. It still helped me, loosen up you know? Finally, the perfect way to hate on people without them barking my ear drums out. I'll probably do this again sometime. Thanks Slender!" I ran out for a killing spree, leaving behind Slendy, who was shaking his head. Probably in disappointment, he definitely didn't expect what just happened.

Entry 12

So, that b*tch just found trouble with the Rake and guess who decided to save her.

I'm not exactly proud of that. But I can't disobey direct orders. A**hole Slendy, is at it again.

Anyways, I'm not supposed to talk about him. I'm supposed to talk about her.

You know what she did right after I saved her sorry a**? She tried to kill me. Again..... The things I do to try and not make her hate me.....

A thank you would've been nice but Janie really is unpredictable. And f*cking stubborn too.

And of course I defended myself but look who decided to show up.

Slenderman himself.

"Jeff, what did I tell you to do?" He turned to me, disappointment in his tone.

"Prevent Jane from turning out as mush and guts." I answered with a straight face.

"That's right. But what do I see you doing?"

"Look Slendy it wasn't-"

"You're grounded." I was about to explain but he cut me off.

"What?!" I complained