I Hate That I Love You (JeffxJane)

I'm Not Jealous 2

Omg you guys we hit 1k views XD. On the time when I don't get to update as often too... sorry guys :P. Anyways, I'll explain later for now let's get to the story.

Previously on "I'm Not Jealous" Jeff already admitted to himself that he likes Jane. Although he has accepted it, he doesn't confront her about it. And is left to hide and keep his feelings for the girl to himself. No one else is aware of his secret feelings except for EJ who had to make him realize those said feelings in the first place.

This time will be on Jane's POV. I would like to thank PragmaticPanda for helping me a bit with this one ^_^.

(Jane's POV)

Everything in my life so far has been just a big heaping pile of crap.

And I was just about ready to get payback from the one that caused that mess. I finally found him and followed his trail to a mansion of some sort.

I found him alright, but I can't kill him. Not when that strange creature offered me a home.

I guess it wasn't all that bad once I settled in. All the other strange people I live with proved to be surprisingly friendly.

Especially if you considered that so far:
I've been threatened to get my throat slit.
Almost got killed for eating some else's food.
Got a visit from my nightmares every night.
Witnessed an intimate moment of a man and his cheesecake.
And had two kids almost fight to death just to determine who I'd play with.

To think that I've only been here for a week.

I don't blame them though, they're not supposed to be normal.

That's the point of establishing a place like this. So that they'll be free of all judgement, they'll be accepted for who they really are.

And I'm one of them now.

I don't really mind except, when I found out I had to kill innocent people every now and then.

It struck me hard, but I had to do it. Besides, they never accepted me anyways.

And starting from there only one thing has always crossed my mind.

I'm just like him now. A freak. A Psycho. A Murderer.... And there's no going back.

Then again there's not much I can do if I am to stay here. Might as well enjoy the stay while I still can. Or, I can give up the hunt.

Besides, even if I kill him it won't bring me satisfaction.

Him dead would mean I would be either killed too or homeless.

None of those really appeal to me.

So there goes my vow, straight to the pits of long forgotten memories.

"Jane!"

"Huh-?"

"I've been talking to you for minutes, and you weren't listening? Geez, what's up? Got a lot in your mind?" EJ sat in front of me while I was laying on the bed.

We we're currently in my room just talking. Usually I'd be with Sally but she's out at the moment.

"Yeah, it's just really disappointing." I admitted.

"What is?" He tilted his head.

"I've been thinking, and I want to stay here." He turned around and stood in glee and whispered a small yes. Then turn towards me again and cleared his throat.