I Hate That I Love You (JeffxJane)

Roommates 5

Well, I've certainly been gone a while. Sorry procrastination has comsumed me recently. Anyways, I'd like to just give you a heads up that this is the second to the last series that I'm making for this book. The last will be a spy AU and it will probably take a few chapters. That's it.

-Drawberry out

(Jane's POV)

I was beyond terrified. It felt as if life just kept finding more and more ways to torture me. And the longer it progresses the more unsure I am to the idea that things will eventually be "okay".

Despite our recent bumpy roads in our relationship, to me he was still a part of my life. Before the accident with my parents I never had friends, I was too shy or awkward. Other than Slendy and my friends, Jeff was the only person I had any interaction with. He was the first and last face I see everyday, and for him to suddenly disappear would be foreign to me. I'd never stop the feeling of incompleteness in my day to day life.

To think that this might be the exact possibility right now.

I was in the middle of preparing to sleep, and was just about to doze off when my phone rung from an unknown caller. I heard familiar voices-one of which I recognized as one of Jeff's friend, EJ I think. He asked whether Jeff was home already or not.

Despite my grogginess I could detect the worried tone in his voice. They explained how drunk my roommate had gotten and foolishly attempted to drive home. I couldn't help but feel a wave of fear, though I reassured them that he was probably just taking a while to avoid getting caught from being outside past curfew.

Later that night I heard that there has been a car accident two blocks away.

I rushed to the hospital once I heard the news by tagging along with Ben and EJ. Apparently, Jeff had listed Slendy as his emergency contact. I took the liberty of informing Liu, and he arrived shortly after. Now all of us are currently waiting outside of the ICU for updates on his condition. Slender found that in the investigation, Jeff was on his way home but stopped halfway and was about to continue on foot. However a high speed truck lost control and ended up crashing against Jeff's car and the impact led to both parties sustaining multiple injuries-more so on Jeff's part.

Liu was in tears, knowing him, he probably found a way to blame himself. He was that type of person after all. EJ and Ben were both furious with themselves. They could've prevented the whole accident from happening. Perhaps they regret not forcing the stubborn male from staying. While I felt..... well to be honest I felt like I was in a trance. Like I wasn't really there at all, as if I was seeing something else.

Broken and incomplete..... it's what I felt simultaneously.

I only saw three things flash into my consciousness. Shards of glass, black smoke and red liquid. It felt like I was in a dream, or rather a nightmare.

A life that coud've been, just taken away right before my eyes. And I couldn't even do anything about it. Just like now.

I saw those three images, again and again and again. They never stopped, and each recollection felt heavier than the last. My breathing was ragged, heart beat rapid and limbs shaky.

Not again. Please, no more. I don't have to live through this again. I've seen it enough during my sleep, and it would end the same way.

Why couldn't it have been me?

When I came back to my senses I was in a hospital room. Where Slendy sat beside me.

"What happened? Is Jeff okay?" I sat up in instinct.