I Hate That I Love You (JeffxJane)

Crazy for You

In this particular story, Jane doesn't run away from the hospital after waking up. She instead decides to continue with her life but she still looks like the way she is after getting burnt. This is an AU.

I found this headcannon by _Jane-The-Gangster_ who elaborated how Janeffrey can be possible. Although he/she doesn't ship them I appreciate how he/she explained everything so well. (PS: Kamusta kababayan XD. Kapwa Filipino pla tau :P).

Going back, some of the points he/she mentioned I noticed whilst others I just realized after reading it. Anyways, I'm not going to elaborate on it.

By the way, Jane still hates him but not to the extent that she'd kill him. If you're into obsessive and possessive behavior then your in luck :3. The title says it all XD.

(Jane's POV)

Its been a month since I just got back from the hospital. I was badly burnt and my skin turned pale after a few weeks of recovery. And my hair is starting to grow back. So I could still pass off as a normal person.

Except for the fact that I'm super pale.

Jeff left no trace of being present in the neighborhood anymore. It's like everything went back to normal. Life, went on for me.

I wish I could say the same for my parents....

I was isolated from people, one: because they scream and run away once they see my face especially if they knew who I am and two: I separate myself from them.

I'm getting ready for school ..... and to be honest I don't want to go there anymore. I'd rather stay at home and cry my eyes out. But cops and investigators have been keeping track of me and tried to help me get back on my feet.

Truth be told, I don't really feel safe with them. At all.

One of them even gives off a creep vibe to me. He keeps staring and it really bothers me. I tried to tell the other officers about it, but they just casually shrugged it off.

Currently, I'm in the shower, taking a warm bath. It helps me think, I guess.

I still can't help but tear up whenever I remember what just transpired a month ago. Not only was my family gone, even my friends......

It's insane....you try to be the better person and look where that got me? I should've just kept my mouth shut and did nothing instead of helping. That way, my life wouldn't have sunk into depression, isolation and hopelessness.

I turned off the shower and dried myself with a towel. Got dressed, I even put on the wig he gave me. As much as I don't like the idea of using a gift that came from him, I don't want to go to school with a bald head.

School.... also another place I'd just feel lonely in. The place was filled with happy and bad memories of my dead friends. I miss them so dearly...

I held my tears as I went into class. As I expected, they just didn't come near me....nor talked to me for that matter.

Classes went on like usual, some teachers apologized for the situation I was in.

Sure they say their sorry, but I could detect the slightest hint of fear in their eyes.... It's the same look as everyone else.

It was lunch time and again, I was alone. I decided to just eat at one of the dark corners.