Distance Between Us | j.d.b ✔️ (BOOK I X II) THE FANFIC

Chapter 29

Second stage: the heartbreaking realization of reality.

Everything hit me at once and God, how I felt so..

There's no word to describe how I felt.
  Well, feel.

Another restless night and I knew I'd relapse again.

The guys asked me did I want to go to a party once again and I hesitantly said, "Screw it."

A loud uproar was evident throughout the house and I was unaware a handful of people were on my property.

I sat on the shower floor for a long time just because.

The boys drew their fist onto my bathroom door causing me to roll my eyes as I stood and let water run down my temple.

Once I found enough energy within me I shut off the water and got out, not bothering to wrap a towel around my waist.

I needed to roll something up, anything and when that eager hit me, I eagerly got ready.

The boys dragged my out of my house before I could even put on my shoes. They didn't even give me time to check my appearance. Then again, who cared. I was going for the toxins, not for closure or someone that would provide me with ecstasy. People I didn't know followed behind us in bulks as they pilled into different cars.

  A smile was on my face as people laughed at my jokes or simply at me turning up, but I didn't genuinely feel happy.

Even as I inhaled and exhaled clouds of smoke.

Knowing this was temporary took away from whatever type of fun I was having.

The guys bought more drinks and everyone gladly took them, back to back.

The more shots they ordered, the more I found myself throwing my head back and groaning from the burn sensation before letting out a Woo every so often.

   Girls came up to me, many of them and although I wanted nothing to do with them, I let them have their way with me.

They weren't her, but they'd work for now.

It was all temporary.

A/N: Do you want more descriptive chapter for Justin's part like I did with Leigh-Ann/Harry?