How to Smile 101

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Hey everyone! I was going through some old poetry for a portfolio I have to throw together, and realized I never actually published this even though I always meant to. I wrote it a little over a year ago--tell me what you think!

I spent the summer in the Grand Canyon

It was different--a dry heat

Simmering off car hoods

The land spread in every direction for miles,

A brown and green blur,

Like discolored freckles

Spreading across a desert

Void of sand



Plants grew like castles there,

And the world was backwards

The red bus took us far

And the paved road was harder to walk than the shoddy dirt path

Trailing along the lip, land falling away below us

We couldn't throw pennies in

For fear of starting an avalanche



We spent one afternoon in the river

I wished we could leave the cold shadow of the dam,

A concrete security blanket I missed

Only when it was gone

The water was too cold

The sand too hot

By night, I couldn't feel my feet,

And the lush hotel had transformed into nothing more than a bed



We went to the canyon,

To history and culture and art

But what I remember is the banana bread

The rain that turned pink and purple in the sunlight

And singing loud enough to block out the darkness

I remember mountains, far more impressive than a hole in the ground

Like the gods' forgotten, cracked china



I spent the summer on the couch

Watching, reading, watching as the world passed by

Sleeping late and staying up later

Listening for the sounds of fake rain

As the weary AC unit kicked in, promising a faint breeze

That I'd have to turn off when it became too cold



Piles of stuff seemed to grow around me

Until it was a fortress,

Myself the moat, protecting it from Mom's cleaning spurts

It was vastly unfair I had to do dishes, and

When everyone left, my invisible concerts raged,

Music blasting so loud the neighbors were concerned,

While I jumped on the couch, savoring the days

Of escaping lava



I spent the summer on the couch,

Watching the world pass me by,

Fading in and out of life as I relaxed in the shadow of other's adventures

But what I remember is disney movies

And chocolate milk with caramel and whipped cream

And my worst week ever

I remember living with everything I had

Before I had to grow up



I spent the summer at a laptop

Doing anything to increase connection speed

Hoping, praying, that the data wasn't all used up

My fingers flew across the keyboard,

A thousand thoughts coming to life,

A million heartbeats echoed in each word

My soul bleeding into black-and-white keys



I spent the summer watching mysteries

Solving crimes and picking glue

Out from under my fingernails

I became a spy, a wizard, a twin, an assassin

I became normal and extraordinary

Absorbing stories as fast as I could, easy as breathing



I spent the summer crouched over a laptop,

Sucking on mints to keep from throwing up, carsick,

But determined to read anyways

But what I remember is freedom

Pure, exhilarating, wild... I remember

Pages flying, wind ripping through my hair

Sunshine and metal rock and vanilla scented cars

Vitamin water and weak knees and squealing in unison,

My sister and I in perfect harmony, the same thoughts at light speed



I spent my summer all over,

But what I remember is crying while I grinned,

Thinking that maybe the world wasn't so bad

After all  

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