Perhaps it's true {COMPLETED}

{ Preparing To Tell Her }

Ellen's POV

Patrick puts in the movie and presses start. We sit next to each other not to far but not to close. About ten minutes later, I feel Patrick grab my hand. He intertwines my hand with his own and I have the biggest smile on my face. I look over at him and I see that he is staring at me. We both lean in for a kiss at the same time and then I hear the door bell ring...

We both immediately pull away from one another and Patrick goes to get the door. He comes back with the pizza and breadsticks and we eat everything. We don't say much because of that awkward moment that we just shared but if I'm being 100% honest, I really REALLY wanted him to kiss me.

Oh well, if it was meant to be, it would have happened...

I just keep telling myself that. He is my best friend and only my best friend. Nothing else no matter how much I want him to be more. So much more. Finally, after we are done eating all of our food, I can't take it anymore I have to break this silence so I begin to talk

"Patrick I-" I am about to tell him how I feel and then I chicken out at the last second

"Patrick it's getting late. I'm going to go up to bed and I think it would be a good idea for you to go back home. We will talk tomorrow?" I ask hopeful

"Yeah." He says

"We sure will" he adds and I fly up the stairs.

Patrick's POV

Today is the day that I have to tell Ellen that I have feelings for her. I can't wait any longer its killing me inside. After yesterday, when we almost kissed and after we ate all of our food, Ellen went up to her room because she was tired. Since I only live a couple of houses down from her, I just walked home with a depressing look on my face. I keep telling myself that I am a coward and should have just kissed her. But I don't know if Ellen actually likes me like that. Well I will find out soon enough when I tell her tonight. This could go one of two ways. Either she loves me back and we start a new chapter of our lives, or she doesn't feel the same way about me and my life and our friendship is ruined...

I have stayed up all night thinking about how I should tell her. It probably wasn't a good idea to stay up all night thinking about it because we have filming today. I can't believe that the season 1 finale is already here. Ellen and I aren't too happy about Derek's new love interest coming on to the show because we love working together and we won't be doing that as much anymore. I kind of think that Ellen is jealous but I doubt it. Anyway, I get out of bed, take a shower, and drive to work. This is going to be an eventful day.

At prospect studios

As soon as I arrive, I see Ellen talking to Justin Chambers who plays Alex Karev. I just watch them talk for a couple minutes and then Ellen starts to giggle. Now not only am I EXTREMELY jealous, I am mad and I have no idea why. Ellen isn't my girlfriend and I don't have any control of what she does or who she talks to. I decided to get the courage to walk over there with Ellen and Justin and see WANT TBH are talking about.

I walk over towards them and they stop talking. I say to Justin

"Hey Justin would you mind if Ellen and I had a word alone for a moment?" I ask as sweetly as I can considering how mad I am at him even though he has the right to talk to Ellen

"Yeah man sure." He says and walks away after giving me a pat on the back

"Hey Patrick!" Ellen says with a shimmer in her eye

"Hey El" I reply back while picking a piece of hair up and tucking it behind her ear

"I was wondering if you wanted to have dinner at my place tonight after filming. I have to tell you something important that I have wanted to tell you for a long long LONG time now." I ask hopeful that she will accept

"That would be lovely Patrick. Should we meet somewhere and just go to your house together?" She asks

"Of course whatever you want" I reply back excited and nervous for tonight I just hope it all goes as well as I dreamt for it to be

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