She's My Angel { A Jumin X Reader} ✓

Prologue

Love is a crazy thing. It's like a crazy bug that can control your mind. It'll make you do some crazy shit, like jumping in front of a train for her. Love is like a contract. Once you sign it, you're stuck with that feeling. You're always abiding by the guidelines even if doesn't feel like it. Love gave me the courage to propose, and seal the deal.

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Our wedding date was months ago, but I can still feel the newlywed. I can still see the white rose petals fly in the gust of wind as I stroked her beautiful H/C hair. I can still feel the press of our lips when they touched. I can also feel the jealousy of Zen's eyes when I kissed the bride. Our honeymoon was the day after. Paris, France was our destination. I still see the moment of our romantic, smooth kiss above all of Paris. It was still a coincidence that we ran into Assistant Kang on our way down from the Eiffel Tower. She was oddly shocked as well.

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My precious wife doesn't ask for much, but I shower her with gifts anyways. We slept at an expensive hotel, which was five stars. I had to purchase it since she was worth that much.
All of these memories kept replaying in my head. Every night I dream of how she was brought to messenger. Every day I vision our future.

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Is she an angel?

Or is she just a figment of my imagination?

Does she deserve a man like me?

Is she happy with me?

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All these thoughts pounded my brain causing my head to hurt. My hands gripped my hair as I buried my head in my knees. All these thoughts damaged my natural state. "J-Jumin?" Her beautiful voice destroyed the thoughts. She's like a rainbow after a storm. "Are you okay?" Shit, I made her worry. I raised my head releasing my hands from my hair. I faked a smile to make her worry vanish. "I'm doing fine. Don't worry much about me. Sadness doesn't look good on you." I wrapped my around her waist, pulling her down for her to sit on my lap. Her beautiful skin was smooth. Her eyes showed embarrassment. "You're so cute." I told her right before pecking her lips with mine. I can see more worry in her eyes, causing me to break inside.

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What am I doing wrong?!

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"Jumin, are you hiding something?" She said with suspicion in her eyes. I hate lying to her, but I don't want to worry her. "I'm fine, don't worry." Her soft hand caressed my cheek. "I want to help you. Lying to me isn't going to solve a thing." She's right. I can't keep hiding these feelings from her. It's hard to tell her since I don't want to worry her. A small tear escaped my right eye. My head fell right in her breast. I shouldn't be saying this, but they make good cushion. "I'm sorry." I said slowly lifting my head up. "Are you happy with me?" I asked fighting the tears that are trying to form. "What are you talking about?" She smiled brightly. "Of course I am!!" That answer didn't make me a feel better at all. "R-Really?! I forced you to join the RFA. I kept you locked inside my house." Small tears escaped and fell on her breast. "I did make my own decision." She said leaning in my ear. "I chose to be with you out of all people." She kissed my cheek and arose from my lap. A red streak of blush appeared on my face. She giggled and helped me up. "Sadness doesn't suit you, Mr. Han." She laughed. She has such a beautiful laugh.

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Is she an angel?

Do I really deserve her?

Is she really happy with me?