Without him

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Sabrina's POV:

Mataimtim akong nagdarasal....na sana okay lang siya....na sana maayos lang siya....na sana makita ko man lang siya kahit isang saglit lang...pero wala eh kailangan kong maghintay sa pagkakataon na talagang naka tadhana.

"Sab, we gotta go, manong is waiting outside."sabi ni Winowna at tumayo na ako at muling tumingin sa altar at nag sign of thr cross ako. Nasa Church kami ngayon with Cezs,Winowna, and Briana.

"Lets go"sabi ko at pinahid ko ang onting luha sa pisngi.

Namimiss ko na siya.

Si....

Kurt Ford

Si Babaero..

Yung taong kinakainisan ko simula palang.

Naalala kopa noong una ko siyang makita nayabangan agad ako..

Pero tignan niyo,parang kami pa ang nakatadhana.

"Sab" your thinking very deep again."sabi sa akin ni Briana habang nakatingin sa mirror, siya kasi ang nag dridrive at nasa shotgun seat si Cezs katabi ko sa likod si Winowna ako naman nakatingin sa labas ng bintana.. Inaalala parin siya.

"Sab,dont think about him just for now,he will be fine..just think about your self too..look at your self...you look so stress and haggard tsk! Pa make over ka kay Maam AVIRA she will take care of you ipapa schedule kita bukas para naman marelax ka"Sabi sa akin ni Cezs tsk! Bakit ba?!

"Dont fuckin care! About my fuckin face!"sabi ko at napa tsk nalang sila.

"Sab,magiging okay na siya..just be patient,and just pray okay wag mong parusahan niyang sarili mo please?"sabi sa akin Winowna

"Tsk!"sabi ko nalang mas pumayat ako dahil sa stress.

Guess what? Do you want to know what happened next after Bianca Died and gave her heart to Kurt? And say sorry for what she've done to us?

Well....

*Flashback*

Nakakapanlumo ang mga nalaman ko. Naawa tuloy ako kay Bianca. Bakit kailangan niyang gawin yon sa sarili niya? Nakapag hingi naman siya ng tawad, at pinatawad naman nanin siya so bakit? Bakit niya kayang gawin yun para lang makapaghingi ng tawad sa amin.

She dont deserve that.

"Sab, Kurt's mom is here kakausapin ka daw niya" sabi sa akin ni Xander with his serious tone and I gave him a look "ok" and he just nod.

"Hija, I know its hard for you to be far away from Kurt. And I know that Kurt loves you, and I think you love him too.  I know Im wrong for that decision Ive Made Im sorry...I just cant seeing him like that so we decided to remove his life support....when somebody donate heart and Im so sad to hear that she did suicide in jail.....but dont worry I will pay all the costs for her....just a gratitude Hija.. Ahm As I was sayin' Kurt need a very professional Doctor that can operate him good and just to finish the heart transplant in U.S
Hija Im very sorry...pero dont worry he will be back if his already recovered Im sorry."halos naluluha na siya kaya napasabay narin ako....its okay for me dahil para naman sa kanya yun..at hindi ko kayang ipagkait ang karapatan ng ina diba?

"Its okay for me Mrs. For-"naputol ang sasabihin ko sana ng itama niya ang sasabihin ko

"Call me Mom and also call his Dad as a Dad"napa "what" ako

"I really like you for Kurt Hija.your so strong and a girl fighter nakita ko kung paano kahalaga sayo ang anak ko and I want to have a family dinner next time we meet and I hope that time is when your wedding will be fix"napa "Woah" wtf?! WEDDING! AM I DREAMING?!

"Your so cute when your shocked hahaha oh well we need to fix my sons things and we need to go in our flight this morning so Hija my soon to be my Daughter-in-law Thanks for everything" nag beso kami ni Mrs.- no its Mom daw. Her Mom is so cool. But Im too young to get married.

Hayss kapag naiisip ko na baka matagalan ang pag recover niya baka hindi na niya ako makilala.

End of  flashbacks

Kakaisip ko nakatulog na ako.
Bukas na ang Christmas pero hindi ko feel. Ang daming kulang. Mag iisang taon na siyang wala and mag gragraduating na kami bahala na daw ang pamilya ni Kurt sa deploma niya nagagawa naman lahat sa pera. Hayss I miss him so much. Sana siya lang ang Christmas gift ko.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

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