I Love you Yesterday, Today and Thomara

Arms for hugging. Head for leaning.

Chapter 25: Arms for hugging. Head for leaning.

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Thomas' POV

I don't know what made me do this extreme tampo thing. Hindi naman ako ganito ah? I already had upsetting incidents in the past. When my friend revealed to the class who's my crush, when my Kuya got tickets for a PBA game but didn't invite me , when my GF forgot our monthsary (of course she's now labeled X) and etc.

Now, what have I done?! It started siguro nung na-shock si Ara 'cause she doesn't want to see me yata. Honestly, na-hurt ako dun <///3. I really wanna talk to her about how much I got an edge in my quiz. I wanna thank her for the great help, tell her that I really learned from her, assure her that I didn't waste her efforts...

Unfortunately, it was only today when I unexpectedly caught up again with Ara. For the last 2 days, I tried to find her sa mga classrooms niya with some info from Kim pero it feels like everything in the universe is against us(cheesy huh?). 

So, when she sat beside me sa car ni Mark, I hoped she also felt the longing to see me. Pero hindi. As a result, I kept quiet, ignored everything that comes from Ara, and wait for her to realize why I am acting so snobbish.

Nung dumating naman kami sa cinema, I was again someone I don't know. Ano bang nangyayari sa'kin?

First, medyo naging harsh ako kay Ara nung sinabi kong dun na lang siya sumama kay Mark, whom she calls Mac-Mac(I hate it when she calls him by his nickname. Actually it was his childhood name :P).

Second, parang kinain ko na rin yung sinabi ko since I forbid her to walk away and my mouth spilled some romantic (but somehow unwanted by her) words.

 Kasi naman, ang kulit niya kaya! Didn't she noticed na there are a lot of people around, majority pa schoolmates namin? Then she got bored siguro kaya napagtripan niyang paglaruan yung folding chair?

Pero what can I do? I can't and I don't want to be away from her. Kahit ganyan siya kakulit, I feel that nothing can be better kung lalayo siya sa'kin. 

So yun, now that I have the assurance na hindi na niya ako iiwan, I sit back, cross my legs and enjoy the show. I find it very great lalo na with its music, its costumes, its dances, its actors and actresses! Ang ganda nung asawa ni Bonifacio <3 hehehe

As for Ara, she's laughing and laughing because of the punchlines na hindi ko naman gets -__- Everytime she giggles, I look at her with just my eyes moving. The next thing that happens is that she looks at me too. I find that awkward, I wanna look away pero I can't take my eyes off her. We get to have some eye contact, then her face shows some disgust at me because I'm not laughing.

"Sorry, hindi ko gets eh!"

After about an hour, the lights on the stage starts to dim, and lights on the audience turns on. Then someone on the microphone announces that we'll have a 20-minute break. Good! I'll empty my bladder again xD

"Thomas, magc-cr ka?" tanong ni Ara

"Ikaw?" I actually didn't answer her question peace!

"Oo, anlamig kaya"

"Sige una ka na. I'll save our seats ^_^ Just make it quick ha?"