I see a small reflection of me in every human I come in to contact with.
I am the misteriously quiet girl in the back of your chemistry class.
But I am also the girl chugging that bottle of Smirnoff and singing trap songs at a party.
I am the girl who just wants to stay home
devouring every single Robert M. Drake book I can get my hands on
trying to fill the holes in my heart
with something healthy.
But I am also the girl that looks for love in other places.
I'll look for love in the bottoms of vodka bottles.
I'll look for love
in all the wrong places.
I'll look for love from the boy who won't even know my last name as I leave his house the morning after.
I am also the girl that your new girlfriend will hate
because we all know you'd never lose feelings for someone like me.
That would be absolutely foolish of you my dear.
I am the girl that no one understands.
I am the girl that not even I understand.
I confuse the world
as the world continues to confuse me.
-C.D.
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