The Girl

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I see a small reflection of me in every human I come in to contact with.

I am the misteriously quiet girl in the back of your chemistry class.

But I am also the girl chugging that bottle of Smirnoff and singing trap songs at a party.

I am the girl who just wants to stay home

devouring every single Robert M. Drake book I can get my hands on

trying to fill the holes in my heart

with something healthy.

But I am also the girl that looks for love in other places.

I'll look for love in the bottoms of vodka bottles.

I'll look for love

in all the wrong places.

I'll look for love from the boy who won't even know my last name as I leave his house the morning after.

I am also the girl that your new girlfriend will hate

because we all know you'd never lose feelings for someone like me.

That would be absolutely foolish of you my dear.

I am the girl that no one understands.

I am the girl that not even I understand.

I confuse the world

as the world continues to confuse me.

-C.D.

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