How Do You Make Me Want To Die And Fall In Love With You At The Same Time

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You are everywhere.

You are engraved so deeply in my mind

that it would take a switchblade to get you out.

You haunt my thoughts

every moment of every day.

I made space for you in my heart

I made so much fucking space for you.

But you are not here to fill it anymore.

Why won't you just fucking fill it?

What did I do wrong?

I swear you drive me absolutely fucking insane.

And you will never know how much you really mean to me

because you never ask.

Fuck you for doing this to me.

Fuck you for making me fall for you.

You are everywhere I look.

You are all I see.

I cannot fucking focus.

You have taken over

every

single

part

of me.

It is all you.

You are all I think about

the only person I want to touch

the only person I gave my all to.

You are everything I want

and everything I want to be.

You are everywhere.

I promise

you are everything.

-C.D.

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