Lexie POV
I built up the conference to let Demi in even tho she wouldn't like what she saw. Right when I let her in she slammed open the door. When she saw the blood on the counter her eyes shot to my arms.
"Lexie no." Tears were now streaming down her cheeks as she spoke.
"I-I'm s-sorry!" I said barley above whisper. It was quite for awhile in till Demi finally spoke.
"Why." Demi finally said.
"Why what."
"Why'd you do it baby girl?" Her voice sounded very concerned.
"Because you don't deserve me and I'm not worth it." I said kinda loud.
"That's not true! Don't you ever don't you say that! Your worth so much to me Lexie I don't know if you understand that I need and care about you!?" Demi's never raised her voice at me I was scared what if she hits me? She was giving me a crazed look waiting for me to answer.
"I-I don't know..." I mumbled out.
"How do you not know!? Lexie I care about you!" Demi was getting closer and closer to me.
"Why didn't you come and wake me up!?" Demi yelled. I was petrified of Demi right now she isn't acting like herself like at all. I let out a whimper and her face softened Immediately.
"Oh no no no baby girl don't be afraid of me I'm so so sorry I scared you it's just... I really care about you and I don't like you harming yourself you don't deserve this at all baby girl." She said in a soothing tone. The way she said that made me think about my mom and how she used to calm me down like that.
"Come on baby lets get you cleaned up and get you to bed ok?" She said with both hands on my shoulders. I nodded.
"Good now let me see." She said pointing to my arm. I sighed and rolled up my sleeved she gasped a little but didn't yell she just simply grabbed the first aid kit and started cleaning up the cuts. When she put rubbing alcohol on them I let out a yelp and grabbed her hand.
"Shh it's ok baby it'll only hurt for a little, I just don't want them getting infected ok?"
"O-ok" I said through the pain. When Demi was done cleaning up my cuts she picked me up and carried me to her bed.
"Demi what are we doing?" I asked confused.
"Your sleeping in here with me tonight I don't want you in there with your mind eating away at you."
"Ok" I said while she put me down. Demi cuddled up to me and wrapped her arms around me.
"Demi?"
"Yea baby girl" she asked sleepily.
"Can you make me a promise?"
"Sure baby girl what is it? Her soft voice said thru the darkness.
"Will you promise to never leave me?"
"Baby girl I would never leave you."
"So you promise?"
"I promise." She finally said. I smiled at her saying that and for the first time in awhile I felt safe and cared for. Demi's voice brought me out of my deep thoughts.
"Baby girl we need to get some sleep you have a big day tomorrow with your little date." I could feel her smirking at me.
"Oh shut up." I playfully said.
"Goodnight baby girl I love you."
"Always?"
"Always."
_______ next morning______
Lexie's POV
The next morning I woke up to the smell of bacon. I looked over at the clock and it was 8:30. How was Demi up so early, we didn't get to sleep till like 3. I made my way down stairs to see a bubbly Demi dancing around cooking breakfast. When she shaw me she grabbed my hands and started twirling me around. Then she broke out into a random laughing fit, her face turned a deep shade of crimson red from her fits of laughter.
"Demz what's you been drinking!?" I asked playfully. Demi playfully punched my shoulder.
"Oh shut up." I clutched my shoulder and put a fake pain fain on.
"Ow Demi that really hurt." Demi stared at me for awhile and I smirked at her.
"I knew you were lying silly." Demi said. I giggled and shook my head.
After we were done eating breakfast it was 9:45 we took awhile because we were talking about random stuff and we got distracted. Demi's cooking was actually edible too usually she burns stuff. But this time I have to give her some credit she did a very good job. After we were both done cleaning up the kitchen we both sat on the conch and turned on the discovery Chanel.
"Really?" Demi didn't answer me she just shushed me really loud and put her hand over my mouth. I shook my head and let out a little giggle. I snapped a picture of Demi and tweeted it saying "Demi really gets intense when it comes to the discovery Chanel." Within seconds I got a lot of retweets and Lovatic's freaking out about how cute and sexy Demi is. Which I'm not gonna lie she is pretty sexy.
A couple hours later I was getting ready for James to come so we can go see a movie. I have so many butterfly's in my stomach and I feel like throwing up. I looked In the mirror for the 50th time and fixed my hair. "DEMI I FEEL FUNNY!" I screamed so she could hear me from down stairs.
"That's what being in love feels like baby girl you look fine!" She yelled from down stairs. How did she know I've been staring in the mirror? I guess a girls instinct. Ok I got 15 minutes before he gets here I'm gonna text someone to kill time and so I won't be stressing. I texted Tori she knows how to calm me.
From Lexie
TORIIII I'm so nervous!!! 😰😰😰
From Tori
Aww Lexie you'll be fine and I'm sure James will have a fun time with you 😏😏
From Lexie
Oh shut up we have fun every night 😏😏😏😏😏😏
From Tori
WHAT!? What's you been doing girl!?! Lexie do we have to have the talk??
From Lexie
WHAT OH MY GOSH NO!!! You dirty little girl!! 😷
From Tori
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😘
I was giggling at my phone when suddenly Demi sang up the stairs "oh Lexie there's someone at the door for you."
"Shit" I muttered.
From Lexie
Tori I love you but I gotta go James is here i'll text you when I get back and tell you what happened ok? Ttyl
From Tori
Ok 😏 have fun with your little boy toy 😏😏😏😏 ttyl
I read her message and shook my head. Before I left the bathroom I took one last look at my hair to make sure it looked ok. When I went down stairs I saw James standing there with a plaid shirt with some of the buttons un buttoned, and plain blue jeans. He held a red rose in his hand.
"Hi Lexie" he said as he handed me the rose.
"Hi" I said while blushing.
"So you ready to go?"
