It's been an hour since they've left. I am in so much pain.
I love him.
I love Ethan Grant Dolan.
And I thought he'd love me too.
"Y/n?"
I blink and catch myself zoned out, staring at my reflection.
"Yeah?"
"Come out, please-"
"Ethan? How'd you get in-"
"Your door was open-"
"Where's my mom-"
"I don't know-"
You grunt and open the door, "Leave."
You storm into your room and grab your phone, "Don't do this - can you-"
Your mom texted you before she left.
Mom: hey , I know you're going through a ruff one, I'm gonna go and something for us to binge on. Love you baby.
You sigh, "What do you want me from me, Ethan?l
"I don't want anything from you, just... I just wanna talk."
"Ethan, you know-"
He grabs your hands and says, "Baby, I swear it wasn't anything like us, it was-"
"Oh please-"
"Stop, just please... listen.", he asks, holding you, you sigh, "I promise you, if you just take me back this one time, you will not be sorry-"
"Ethan-"
"I know what I did was wrong. Trust me I know, but-"
"But it's not even just that, Ethan-"
"Then, what is it? Please tell me-"
"You looked happy!", you tell throwing him off and turning away from him, "You genuinely looked happy."
He was caught off guard, "What? What do you-"
"I saw the smile on your face-"
"Baby, please trust me-"
"How?! How can I trust at this point?"
He grabbed your face and kissed you softly, "I've never kissed her like that." He trails his kisses to your neck and whispers, "I've never made her whimper like that."
He looked at you again and you took a deep breath, "Oh god, I'm gonna regret this."
"Regret what-"
You jumped on him, kissing him roughly, as he got grip of you, he kissed back.
That night was like no other. You can promise anyone that.
