You sigh heavily, "A lot of you may know now, Ethan and I broke up." You look down and your eyes begin to water, "Although, I don't owe you guys any kind of explanation and you guys will probably take everything I say, and blow it out of proportion, this isn't necessarily for their fandom... its for mine."
"Ive realized I've accumulated a fan base and I have always looked at you guys as some of my best friends, I mean I use to text you guys about an outfit for Ethan's and i's dates. I would FaceTime you guys and you guys are just good people that should know what happened."
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"So to start off with the rumors... a lot of trolls are saying I used him for fame.", you rubbed your eye, "That is no where near true. I begged that boy to keep me out of his videos, to not post me on his snapchat, keep me out of everything while I got my youtube going cause I wanted to do everything on my own. Grayson is my witness."
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"People are just saying that because they think they can 'treat him so much better' but I gave him my all, we were happy. Like its not like we got into this big fight and ended it, no. We hardly ever fought. We were different. Im in love with him. And you trolls just think like... i don't know, but ... you guys loved him for who you saw on the internet, okay? I love him for who I saw behind the camera. Okay? And no, he's not a changed guy at all, but thats all you guys saw.... were the videos... but me...I slept in his bed and fell in love with the way he snored, okay? I held his hand and fell in love with the way he rubbed thumb against mine, okay? I would drive us around because he was tired and I fell in love with those muffled slurs, okay? I watched him break because of trolls and fell in love with the way he'd look at me to smile for his comfort."
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