I'm trying to be more appreciative of myself and my appearance and part of that is feeling more open to sharing pictures of myself whether it be through here or instagram (@/fob_abby) so here are some selfies
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Devon pulled into the cemetery parking lot, sighing before she got out and made the short walk across a field. It was only 20 degrees and she could hardly feel her hands and feet, but it was the first time she had mustered up the courage to go and visit her mother.
She took a deep breath as she saw her mother's tomb stone for the first time in two months.
"Hey mommy," She whispered as she knelt down. She couldn't exactly sit down, seeing as the ground was wet from the snow. "It seems like I was just arguing with you about my first piercing last night um-" she sniffled, trying her best not to cry.
"You were always the first person that I told everything," Devon rubbed her palms on her thighs. "But you're not here anymore. So I have to come here a-and talk to myself hoping that you will hear it somehow, but I don't believe in God or heaven so I don't know how this is helping me I-" she was getting off track as she squeezed her eyes shut.
"Anyway," she pulled in a big breath. "I'm pregnant mommy. I-I have an actual living thing growing inside of me a-and I love it. I've always wanted a family or a baby. I just always had the um-" She sniffled. "The fear that I would never find somebody, y'know?" She looked down and twiddled her thumbs.
