Wanted

Chapter 20

I woke up in a room I didn't recognize but I was laying on the most comfortable bed I had ever been on in my life, and I was cuddling the softest pillow I had ever felt, it felt like a cloud. It smelled like pine, lemon and spice, the first thing that popped in my head when I smelled that was ' Xander ,' I must be in his room. I didn't want to leave the room the bed so I curled up further under the covers squeezing the pillow breathing in the smell of Xander. I heard the door creak open and his smell hit me like a ton of bricks, I buried my face in his pillow and his myself from him.

" Rosie ? Baby you awake ?" I peaked out from my pillow cloud and say him smiling with a tray in his hands.

" Hey, how did you sleep ?" I peaked out more and nodded slightly. He came and set the tray down next to me slowly and gently picked and sat me up, I flinched slightly but didn't pull away I was getting used to his gentle touch.

" Eat ," he slid the tray plated high with spaghetti and meatballs.

I just stared at it like it would swallow me whole, I wouldn't be able to finish even a quarter of it let alone the whole thing, I give him a crazy look he just laughed.

" You don't have to eat all of it ," I sighed and hesitantly take a bite of the meatball, I ate half of it before I put it down. I ate about three forkfuls of spaghetti before I felt full. I pushed the plate away I couldn't eat any more.

" Don't tell me your full already you've barely touched your food come on eat," I shook my head if I aye any more I would be sick, he took the fork and put a chunk of meatball on it and told me to open my mouth, I shook my head again.

" Come on baby you have to eat more than that, just one more bite and i'll leave you alone, please ?" I swallowed, I already felt too full as it is, with all the years of eating little to no food at all I had already reached my limit that my stomach was used to, I shook my head, Xander sighed and set the fork down.

" Alright, but you need to start eating more baby your too thin your so under weight it worries me about how thin you are, I want you to be healthy not sickly thin ," he took my hand gently and gave it a soft squeeze, his eyes held nothing but love and concern it made my heart squeeze he cared about me so much and yet he knew nothing about me.

" I'm sorry ," I could barely go above a whisper but it was a start.

" Baby you have nothing to be sorry about, its not your fault you just have to get used to it again ok ?" he rubbed small circles in my hand with his thumb, it felt nice and his big hand was warm and every time his thumb moved it sent little sparks up my arm and I had to hold back a shiver.

" Ok ," he kissed my hand gently and gave me a sweet smile.

" That's my girl ," he gave my hand a squeeze, it felt nice. He took a bite of the meatball thinking, it was weird I didn't know what to do I could barely speak so what was I suppose to do ? My body was exhausted but my mind was on overdrive and without even knowing what I was doing I put my head on Xander's arm. At first he stiffened but then he relaxed and he made a purring sound at the back of his throat, it made me curl closer to him his warmth felt nice.

" Rosie, what are you doing ?" his eyes were swirling with black, it looked like she was fighting with his wolf.

I put my arms around his big one and closed my eyes, his warmth was comforting, I felt ... safe.

" Oh Rosie ," his nose nuzzled my neck gently and I let myself sag, he put his other arm around me and gently put her in his lap, I curled up in his body and let him rock me gently.

" I love you Rosie, so so much ," I buried my face in his chest, letting his smell wash over me, before I k we what happened I had fell asleep.

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