Wanted

Chapter 23

When I woke up again, I was in the dreaded white room again, why I was in here I didn't know.

" Oh honey your awake ," I flinched and looked over and saw Xander's mom sitting in a chair knitting what looked like tiny little socks. She smiled gently and set it down but not moving from her chair and that I was relieved for.

" Are you ok honey, do you need anything ?" I shook my head looking down at myself and saw the damage done to my arms and legs and I knew I did it to myself again.

" What happened honey why would you hurt yourself like this, we've been worried sick about you ," I blinked at her in shock. I turned away and looked at the door, wishing I could disappear right now.

" Xander's been worried sick about you honey, my poor baby looks like he will be sick soon if he doesn't see your ok, I should get him. You stay right here honey ," I flinched as she stood up and I watched her wearily as she left to the room. I pulled my knees up to my chest and rested my chin on my knees, closing my eyes and letting a tear slip down my cheek. I heard the door open slowly and close softly, I kept my eyes closed and I felt hands bring me to a warm body and hold me gently. Being in Xander's arms made me feel the safest I had ever felt in my life, I was so unused to it, but it felt so wonderful that I didn't want to let it go.

" Oh thank god your ok, my beautiful girl you scared me so bad. Don't ever let me think I lost you, I couldn't take it if I did ," he put his face in the crook of my neck and I felt warm tears on my skin, he was crying because of me.

"Don't ever leave me do you understand me ?" he cupped my face and looked at me, his eyes were so sad it hurt my heart.

" Ok ," I coughed hoarsely and he rubbed my back holding me tightly kissing the top of my head softly.

" Please don't ever scare me like that again ... I can't loose you, I can't loose my Rosie ,"

" Ok ," I put my face in his shoulder and closing my eyes my body was sore, every time I moved it was like a sharp ache.

" What happened baby ? What happened ?" I looked away, my eyes glazing over, no matter where I was, I couldn't escape the horrors if what my father did to me.

" Rosie ? Rosie baby ?" Xander took my chin and made me look at him, I blinked and shook my head turning away.

" Come on baby talk to me ," I curled my knees up to my chest pulling my body in a ball, Xander's shoulders slumped and his eyes looked hurt, but I couldn't tell him not him.

" Um, I'll get you something to eat ok?" I couldn't answer, I squeezed my eyes shut and tears slid down my cheeks, I heard him stand and felt his warm lips on my forehead, and then the door slamming shut.

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