Lauren Jauregui Imagines

-I'm Not The Only One-

A/N: Sam smith, hear it as you read....

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"I love you."

Lauren whispers into my ear as she hugs me from behind. I swallowed hard trying to hold back the tears as she places kisses down my neck.

"I love you too."

I whispered back. We stay like that for a moment until Lauren finally let's go of me grabbing her coat before leaving out the door. She says she goes to work but really she goes and meets women at bars and fucks them.

Once I found out about that, it broke me. The memories that we both had with each other and all the kisses, laughs, hugs, 'I love you', was it fake? I don't know but she made me realize my deepest fear. I know that I should of divorced us once I found out but I thought, who would love me? Who?

I glance down at my ring finger before walking over to the cabinets and grabbing a bottle of alcohol. I leave the kitchen waking to the living room taking a seat on the couch before taking a chug.

I remember the first time I caught her having sex with another women. It was so hard to watch, why didn't I look away? I don't know, I really don't. But the way Lauren had her mouth all over that girl and her hands going everywhere around her body, it made me feel like I wasn't enough.

I take another chug as tears rush down my face. The second time was worst because it was in our bed room. Our room. The bed we made love in. When I see Lauren, I see another person I don't recognize. She's not the same Lauren I use to know.

Lauren had the girl press against the bed as she fucked her. Moans, groans, whispers, hands, mouths, hair pulling, lip to lip, etc. I stood there behind the door as I watch.

"Oh Lauren."

The girl moaned as Lauren thrust into her making the bed rock. Lauren lips on her neck moving down to her breasts.

"Babe, fuck."

Lauren husk out.

I throw the bottle of alcohol at the wall making a mess. I get up running up to our room grabbing some of her clothes and running back outside to the front. Began a fire and throw them into the fire making a loud and large fire. I watch as her clothes burn leaving nothing but dead grass.

Leaving her would be leave me to nothing. She's the only one and I've got to get use to it.

A few hours later Lauren came back. She smelled like alcohol and perfume, had hickeys all over her neck and hair going crazy.

"Hey."

Lauren greeted me with a smile when she saw me. I bite my bottom lip watching her take her coat off hanging it before walking over to me pulling me into a hug kissing my neck softly. I wrap my arms around her pulling her close.

I know I'm not the only one.

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A/N:😊