Lauren Jauregui Imagines

Certain Things

"Heard you made a new song." I hear a familiar raspy voice speak from behind me. A smile spreads across my face, spin my chair around to see Lauren leaning against the door with a small grin on her lips.

"Well, Hello to you too." I chuckled, she rolls her eyes playfully before walking over to me taking a seat on my lap, wrap her arms around my neck. "What are you doing here?" I ask her, bring my hand up to her face, rubbing my thumb on her cheek softly.

She sighs softly bitting down onto her bottom lip, "I think we should talk." She says, I frown titling my head wondering what she wanted to talk about.

"What's up?"

She gets off my lap walking towards the large glass that showed the whole city of Miami.

"Lauren?"

"I-I think we should take a break."

"What?"

She turns around to look at me, "I think we should take a break."

"But why?"

She huffs, running her left hand through her raven hair. "I-I just can't-I don't think we have a connection anymore, I don't feel the things I use to when I'm with you."

"Lauren-"

"I'm sorry, I really am, I didn't mean to hurt you,  I just think it's for the best." She tells me.

I don't say anything but look down at my hands. I didn't know what to say, she was breaking up with me, I was totally shock and scared. I was losing the love of my life, the love that made me see the real world, now she's leaving.

"I was certain I was yours." I mumbled and looked up to meet her eyes. "C-Can I have some time alone?"

"Y/N-"

"Please." I squeak out. She sighs sadly before nodding, walking towards the door disappearing out closing the door behind her.

I open up my computer to my recording new song and press play.

Something about you
It's like an addiction
Hit me with your best shot
Honey

I've got no reason to doubt you

'Cause certain things hurt
And you're my only virtue

And I'm virtually yours

I close my eyes, lay my head in my arms as I hear my voice from the speakers on my computer.

(And you keep coming back,
Coming back again)

(Keep running round, running round, running round my head)

And there's certain things that I adore

And there's certain things that I ignore

But I'm certain that I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours

I started to cry.

There's something about you....

It's when you get angry
You have me at your mercy

And your like a shoulder to turn to

Cause certain things burn just when we're hanging on for dear life

We held on so tight

(And you keep coming back,
Coming back again)

(Keep running round, running round, running round my head)

And there's certain things that I adore

And there's certain things that I ignore

But I'm certain that I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours

I move my head to look at my computer but in my corner of my eye, I see a figure standing by the door, I look over my shoulder to see Lauren. She stood there with tears streaming down her face, staring right at me with her bottom lip between her teeth.

And there's certain things that I adore

And there's certain things that I ignore

But I'm certain that I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours

I adore you

I'm yours

I adore you

I'm yours

Certain that I'm yours

"It was for you." I sniff, wiping my tears away. "You know, I-I won't get over you that easily, you know how I am." I chuckled softly moving some of my hair out of my face. "Even if your not mines, I hope that someone who you will be in love with treat you better then I ever did."

She didn't say anything but stare at me. She looked like she wanted to say something but her mouth was press into a thin line, not saying anything.

"I'm sorry too, that I made you feel like I didn't love you enough, I just-I'm not really good at showing love sometimes." I tell her. "But, I'm sure I'm gonna be okay, with or without you." I smiled softly at her.

"Fuck this." She says before speed walking over to me grabbing my by the collar of my shirt kissing me hard on the lips. She kissed me like if it was our first kiss and damn, I fell harder.

"Lauren." I whispered pulling away. "I thou-"

"If I lose you, then I lose myself." She tells me. "And I'm certain that I'm yours." She smiles.

I smile back.

"Me too."

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A/N: James Arthur- Certain Things