Lauren Jauregui Imagines

-SLEEPOVER-

She's my best friend and I shouldn't have theses feelings for her. It would probably ruin our friendship and everything we do together, I mean it's already destroying me, slowly. I just don't wanna talk about or think about it.

I mean...at least I got her in my head.

Imagining her on top of me, straddling me almost naked, in her bra and panties, probably a lap dance or dance in the middle of the room to our favorite song. I do this every time and it's killing me that it's not real, none of it. My favorite one is us in the bath tub in the water staring at each other while we hold hands.

Gosh, I wish it was real.

My door was suddenly burst open and in walked the green eyed creature. She looked really piss which made me worry and kinda of scared.

"What's wrong?" I quickly asked her, she stops pacing to look over at me which she stared at me for a very long moment and continued to pace around. "Lauren?"

"Can I stay here for the night? I don't wanna go back home." She tells me, I nodded not asking anymore questions 'cause I didn't wanna make her madder then she already is. "Great, a sleepover would be nice right now." She says heading towards my closet taking her pants off, my eyes widen when she did showing me her black panties that I really really wanted to-nope, stop, look away.

So I did and started to play with the my fingers nervously. My parents weren't here or siblings. They were all somewhere probably not going to be home until tomorrow.

"I'll go heat up some food and you pick out a movie, alright?" She asked me, I look up to see her wearing one of my hoodies with probably nothing underneath but her panties. It's like she does this on purpose,

"Alright." I nodded, she smiled brightly before disappearing out of my room. I let out a breath getting up from my bed and to my Tv trying to pick out a movie. A few minutes past by and I finally found a movie to watch, 'War Dogs'. Pretty good movie.

I got into my bed pulling the covers over me waiting for Lauren to come back, a little nervous though 'cause if she's sleeping over that meant she would be sleeping with me. Ugh.

"Here we go." I hear seeing Lauren walk into the room with a plate of sandwiches and pizzas. She hand me the plates which I hold for her so she get in bed and took her plate back. The movie started which meant one hour of silence between us, but as the movie went on I would glance over at her at times and feel butterflies in my stomach when she laughed.

God, she's perfect.

'Come in and sleep in my bed, can I just be in my head with you? Breaks my heart that I do this every time, but at least I got you in my head..'

The movie finally finishes which makes her yawn loudly putting her plate down and getting comfortable in my bed. I sighed softly before also getting comfortable in bed being careful to not touch her. Being in the same bed with her just makes me wanna do things to her that I know I shouldn't. I close my eyes,

She's on top of me staring down at me with her bottom lip between her teeth looking sexy as ever. Her hair around us like a curtain as she leans down so that our lips are brushing against each other. My breath hitches when she grabs my hands placing them on her ass.

"Squeeze them, mami." She smirks making me gulp before doing what she says, squeezing them in my hands which made me bite the inside of my cheek pressing my thighs together. "Yes, like that."

Next thing I knew, the lights turn on making my eyes open sitting up looking around confusedly to see Lauren sat up staring down at her hands.

"Lauren? What are you doin-"

"What's wrong with you?" She asked me which made me frown.

"What do you mean?"

She looks up from her hands making her green eyes stare into mine which made me gulp nervously.

"We haven't hang out since last week. It's like you've been ignoring me, did I do something?" She asked looking a bit hurt. I instantly felt guilty, the only reason why I did this was because of the feelings I had for her.

"N-no, I just-" I look away from her "-I just been busying with school, study." I lied, I could feel her eyes on me which made me quite uncomfortable and nervous.

"Why are you lying to me? Is there something your not telling me?" She ask me, "look at me when I'm talking to you." She demands making me flinch a bit. I slowly look up to meet her eyes, "What's wrong? Tell me so we could fix this."

I knew she was trying to find what was wrong in my eyes but she seem to not find anything.

"It's nothing. Don't worry. I-I promise." I smiled slightly. She stared at me for a moment before a smile forms on her face.

"Fine, I just missed you." She tells me before pulling me into a hug. I've miss you too. "Guess what though?" She squeaks pulling back to look at me.

"What?" I chuckled.

"You know Luis right?" I nodded "he asked me out yesterday and tomorrow we're going on a date." I tried so hard not to cry or feel any emotion when she said that. I wanted to die right there and then but I knew I couldn't tell her about my feelings, it would ruin us.

"Great! I'm so happy for you." I told her, it was the truth, if she was happy then I'm happy too.

"You need to help me though, like what to wear and make up! I'm just so excited!" She says happily.

This sleepover is such a fuck up one.

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A/N: Fuck up....