Lauren Jauregui Imagines

Gonna Be Okay

"I cancel the doctors appointment, so there is no need to go." I told Lauren and took a seat down on the couch shaking a bit.

"What's wrong with you? You are supposed to go! You're gonna die Y/N." Lauren shouted looking like she's about to cry.

"I don't care. Now go to rehearsals before you get in trouble." I said reaching over across the table to get the control and turn the tv on.

In the corner of my eye, Lauren was still standing there staring at me with tears streaming down her cheeks. "I just want the best for you." She croaks out.

I don't respond, I just keep my eyes on the tv. I didn't need this treatment, if I die I die. Theses things happen for a reason. I don't need it, I'm going to be okay.

Next thing I hear is the door slam shut. She left. I sighed softly and tie my hair into a bun. I glance around the house and bit my lip. I decided to clean the whole house to get the cancer and Lauren off my mind.

Two hours later, I hear the door open meaning Lauren was home. I walked out of the kitchen to see Lauren and....Cory?

"Cory?" I called confused to why he was here.

"Hey." He smiled sadly.

"W-what are you doing here?" I asked him.

He glance over at Lauren who had her bottom lip between her teeth. "He's here to help." Lauren answered for him.

"Lauren what the-"

"Y/N," Cory stop me. I sighed and looked over at him. "You can't stop, you won't stop. You might think stopping is a great idea but it's not. It's a terrible idea and you wanna know why?" I raise an eye brow "Because you die leaving people behind to cry and think about what they could of done, Lauren here probably will blame herself for not trying enough-"I bit my lip glancing over at Lauren who was crying. "I know this is hard for you, I've been here before but now I'm here. Strong and alive because I believed that I could get through this and-and show people that if I could do, then they could too."

By now I was crying too. He walks slowly up to me, taking my hands in his. "You are not alone. We are here to help you and be by your side. Specially Lauren." He smiled warmly. I quickly wrap my arms around him tightly and cried in his arms.

"It's gonna be okay. I'm here."

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A/N: I miss him. ❤️️